Re: Nothing's stopping me now... (Reserved for Silver Shadows)

[lemmy]

Derrik sighed and closed his eyes. He hadn't cried in so long; never. Suddenly she heard the voice of Juliana. Turning around from the bench she saw the teenage girl. He looked back and looked at his mother, he had nothing to say.. what could he say? He got up and stuffed the picture in his backpack again, rubbing away those tears and now wishing he hadn't left Juliana. She probably hated him now; probably came to say it. He wouldn't blame her; starting to kiss her so passionatly then leaving her for his dumb thoughts, the dumb thoughts that built up and broke his thoughts. He sighed.

[Spritz]

Derrik stirred slightly, wiping his hand over his eyes in an attept to hide his tears. She saw them however, her eyes softening as she began to approach the bench. One step at a time, she neared him and came up behind Derrik. Feeling like she shouldn't intrude, Juliana didn't sit down next to him. Instead, she placed her bare hands on his shoulders, leaning over him glancing at his face. Gently, she raised a hand and wiped away the last traces of his tears, before she moved around the bench and slipped onto it beside him, taking his hand in hers and holding it. "I'm sorry... I shouldn't have..." In truth, she was confused at what she had done wrong. Either way, she needed to think of an apology and think of one fast. "I'm sorry for... for" Glancing away, she rubbed his hand with her fingers. "Sorry for everything."

[lemmy]

Derrik looked at her as she joined him in the bench. She probably felt like she did something on which made his heart ache; made him feel bad. He closed his eyes and removed the bangs from her eyes like he did before. "Juliana it's not you, it's me. Alots been on my mind... and plus you. If you hate me, I just want you to know that even though we met 2 days ago, I never meant a friend like you." he said and looked at her. A friend? Was that all it was for him? But they never proposed to a real relationship so it probably was.

[Spritz]

Juliana cringed slightly as he raised his hand, but he merley reached forward and brushed her long bangs out of her eyes. When he stated that she might hate him, her eyes narrowed and she leaned into him, resting her elbow on the back of the bench. "Why would you think that?" She was now utterly confused, and reached out, stroking her thumb over his cheek. "I like you Derrik. What would make you think I hated you? Hate is a very strong word." Leaning in, she wrapped her arms around his neck and rested her forhead against his, closing her eyes.

(FAIL)

[lemmy]

(Nooo you didn't )
Derrik listened to her and was smoothed but also not smoothed by her words. He looked at her and caressed her cheek gently with his hand. "I like you too," he whispered. "But it's just-- " then it all came out. "My mom passed this month when I was little and it may seems like a non-dealer but my dad never pays attention to me anymore. And plus, I seen her with another woman and it's just so hard on my shoulders and I just got myself into something I should've got into. Not that I liked kissing you but, maybe were going a little too fast. I've never liked a girl like you, Juliana, a girl I really like and want to stick around with I'm surprised you like me when most of my teen life I've been playin' girls like they were nothing. Maybe my mom thinks I'm a jerk for changing."

[Spritz]

At Derrik's words, Juliana pulled away. She felt terrible, biting down on her lower lip and looking down, clasping her cold fingers in her lap. She didn't answer for quite a few seconds, her breath steaming out in the air. "Uh..." She didn't know what to say, and continued to stare ahead of her, the cold breeze playing in the strands of her hair. Swallowing once, she managed a stiff nod.
"I'm sorry about your mom. Friends.." She shrugged, though there was obviously no enthusiasum in it. "Sounds grand."

[lemmy]

Derrik watched her pull away and sighed lightly looking at the hand that just had carressed her hands. He nodded. "Friends..." he didn't want to let her go, either. He liked her a lot. He had a chance and gave it away but as long as they just stay friends they'll seem to know each other, maybe love eachother instead of like. Maybe... he believed that being friends, spending time together, they'd know each other more than ever. More than they did now. He enjoyed her company even though they didn't know eachother for a long time. He'd miss those kisses until they met into a relation again but it was time to break for being in a relation because really, he wanted to make sure he didn't end up breaking her heart in the end.

[Spritz]

Juliana gave a slight smile, before pulling her hand away and shoving a mitten to cover it. Flexing her fingers, she sighed wistfully and stared out across the frozen lake, her hair gently caressing her flushed cheeks. "I'm so sorry about your mum." She didn't dare say what she had been thinking, how they were the same in that aspect. She missed the way her mother would understand her, missed the way they used to talk for aimless hours on end. It was weird, how two totally different strangers could have nearly simalar, yet different backrounds that seemed to go in harmony with one another.

[lemmy]

Derrik looked at her, glad that she wasn't hurt. He got up and shoved his hands in his coat pockets, turning towards her. "Would you like to get the move on?" he asked, a thin smile cutting across his lips. He had to let that kiss, the time a few minutes ago them, making out under a tree. The way kids did. He'd never forget that, but being friends would probably be fun too. Turning he started to make his way towards the trail to walk again. Then he stopped at the edge that cut into the meadow where they'd be walking next. Waiting he looked at his shoes and just waited for the one he cared about, the one he loved... to come and join him.

[Spritz]

This day hadn't seemed to go the way she was hoping it had. Derrik soon left her on the bench, but Juliana stayed where she was for a few moments, staring across the open expanse of frozen water. Small bits of snow flew in the air, twirling and twisting with the chill breeze that carried them. Pushing herself off of the bench, she shoved her hands deep into the pockets of her jacket. Walking forward, she soon reached Derrik and nodded. "What's next?"

(brainfart)

[lemmy]

Derrik waited for Juliana lookin at the ground of snow and kicking it making the white stuff fly out and across and hit another area. He looked at the snow, it was still sparkling and reflecting his eyes quietly as he waited for Juliana to arrive at his side.

Hearing footsteps, Derrik lifted his head to see her making her way over to him, her hands stuffed in her pockets. When she asked the question, Derrik took a moment's thought. Suddenly, a smile spread across his lips and he put his arm around her. "The small cabin." he said and looked ahead. It wasn't actually... "small". It was kinda huge. He laughed at the thought but said nothing. But then saying nothing would make him seem crazy right? "He lowered his laugh and kicked the snow again heading out to the trail and started to walk. With his head up and looking around. As he breathed, it created a roll of fog.

[Spritz]

Juliana let out a long sigh, her hot breath steaming in the air. He was confusing her immensly, and she was getting rather tired of the games. To a guy, wrapping his arm around her shoulders wouldn't mean much. To a girl, it meant everything in the world. After he had just finished telling her they were friends, he went and did that? Soon however, he started tromping away from her, back down to where the single trail split into two. She quickly followed him however, shrugging up her hood so it was covering her head. She was cold, and now Juliana rubbed her hands together in an attempt to stay warm.
"I hope it has heat."

[lemmy]

Derrik nodded. "Yes it had heat, and food!" He laughed. He looked up into the cabin and the and swung the door open. He held it open for Juliana to go through. "Ladies first." he murmured then thought back to the memory of the time they first kissed, when they spilled and fell. That held so much promise, and it just made him guilty for dumping their relationship. He shrugged off the memory. There was no time to think of that; especially with his stomach driving him crazy.
He waited for Juliana to go in the cabin patiently.

[Spritz]

Wrapping her arms around herself, Juliana didn't say very much. Her eyes looked straight ahead, and she glanced patiently to Derrik as they both continued to shuffle forward. Rounding a bend, a large cabin came into sight, no doubt used by the hikers when they needed to regain their energy. At least that's what she thought. She had never been here before, but the scenery was beautiful. Some time when she was alone, she decided she would bring out her paints and try to get some of the beauty down onto canvas- seeing as that was the only thing she was moderatly good at. Stepping inside the cabin, she gave Derrik a nod and a slight smile, though it seemed forced.

[lemmy]

Derrik heard her say nothing else. Now since they broke its been awkard kinda even though he tried his best to keep the spirits up for them both. As she enetered the cabin, he entered himself and headed straight for the small cafitera. It looked nice, it was all cabinish looking but also had the affect of a food court. Some people were there, eating. "Good we got here before anyone else. I'll get it, my treat." he said and headed there ordering a hamburger, fries and a small cola. He turned to Julaiana waiting to see what she ordered while the cashier was there staring as well, eyes questioning.

[Guest]

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I dont get it (



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[lemmy]

(Stop please, Zebra. These are topics! I am trying to explain easily... but your spamming each one of my topics and I'm not really appreciating it. If you don't understand, make a topic and PM someone.)

[Guest]

Lol ur funy wen ur mad

[lemmy]

(I'm not mad, Zebra. -_-)

[Guest]

[ Well your not clapping with my song!!!

"If you're happy and you know it clap your handsssssss"""""" =DDDD ]

[Spritz]

Stop. This is seriously pissing me off, and I'm not about to stand for it. Leave this topic. Please, go somewhere else. If you dont understand, ask nicely. Other people actually enjoy role playing on these forums.

[Spritz]

(Ugh.., I should probably post now.)

[lemmy]

Yes please!

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