Re: Forgetting the Past... ( Please Read )

by Man O' War Lover Mon Apr 04, 2011 4:29 pm

Thunderstruck don't leav please no one need's to leave no one we are not the problem the problem we all know who that is need's to leave!

by ❥ Destiny Styles Mon Apr 04, 2011 4:30 pm

I AM ABOUT TO THROW UP.

by Man O' War Lover Mon Apr 04, 2011 4:31 pm

Please evrey one stay wait tell Timless Silence get's back so she can straighten thing's out please! Crying or Very sad

by <S t a r c h a s e r> Mon Apr 04, 2011 4:32 pm

ok......tmi.

by Man O' War Lover Mon Apr 04, 2011 4:33 pm

Soory Lonley I was just made and Sorry Thunderstruck I was still made I'm done beeing a unknow what now! Very Happy

by ❥ Destiny Styles Mon Apr 04, 2011 4:34 pm

She probably left... Sad

by <S t a r c h a s e r> Mon Apr 04, 2011 4:34 pm

whats a unknow?

by Man O' War Lover Mon Apr 04, 2011 4:39 pm

Well let's say a relly really bad word but she is still on i hope she stay's please stay please stay thunderstruck! I cant bealeve that was my 1000 post I had hoped it would have been a good one now it cant be- Sad

by <S t a r c h a s e r> Mon Apr 04, 2011 4:40 pm

she already left.

by Man O' War Lover Mon Apr 04, 2011 4:50 pm

She is still on but not posting not even a message?

by ❥ Destiny Styles Mon Apr 04, 2011 5:02 pm

This is--- no! She left she had to!

by Man O' War Lover Mon Apr 04, 2011 5:11 pm

She dide not have to-

by ❥ Destiny Styles Mon Apr 04, 2011 5:21 pm

No-- I'm worried she did something worse! PLEASE DON'T LEAVE US!

by Man O' War Lover Mon Apr 04, 2011 5:32 pm

I'm worried to have you herd from her probably not I pm her 10 minutes ago and she did not reply I hope evrey thing is ok-

by ❥ Destiny Styles Mon Apr 04, 2011 5:34 pm

Forgetting the Past... ( Please Read ) - Page 2 13940

I keep playing this song again and again.

by Man O' War Lover Mon Apr 04, 2011 5:39 pm

I hop we can make it through and thunderstruck-

by ❥ Destiny Styles Mon Apr 04, 2011 5:47 pm

It said she still hasn't left yet...

by Man O' War Lover Mon Apr 04, 2011 5:48 pm

Yeah she must be thinking about leaving or not please dont leav thunderstruck! Sad

by ❥ Destiny Styles Mon Apr 04, 2011 5:49 pm

I'm Dismantle. I'm Distressed. I can handle this... {Please don't go.} (Thunderstrucks's sad leaving)

by Man O' War Lover Mon Apr 04, 2011 5:55 pm

Please dont you leav eather maybe she is just waiting for all of us to get back to rpg playing and stop talking about this please dont you leav eather please dont-

by Guest Mon Apr 04, 2011 6:07 pm

Days of endless struggle
More hopeful pills today
Trying to appear ‘normal’
In some sort of way.

It seems that the struggle
Is always here with me
And I wouldn’t be here now
If guilt would leave me be

I know there’s been many
Who’ve had it worse than I
But that doesn’t always mean
That I wouldn’t say good-bye

People say I have a lot going for me
I’m sorry, but I just can’t see
I can’t see because my worst enemy
Is not my life, but inside of me.

Always on a roller coaster,
Not much consistency
I’m nothing if I’m not up or down
I’m nothing if just ‘me.’

Very little energy
Wanting to stay in bed
Wishing to be enthusiastic
Instead of feeling like I’m made of lead.

Wanting to be excited
Wanting to care for more
But when nothing makes sense
It’s hard to focus on the poor.

Cluttered mind, cluttered thinking
It’s hard to keep in touch
With what is happening around me
And not to worry too much.

I feel that everybody is better than me
And that I can’t do anything right.
This is how I’ve felt my whole dang life
It didn’t just start last night.

No confidence, no self-esteem
Everybody else is right
To speak my mind is to be a fool
So I just try to ‘sit tight.’

Any one of these problems
Would be a heavy vice
But when you have them ALL
Living seems like a roll of the dice.

Struggling With Depression And Suicide
( http://www.familyfriendpoems.com/family/poetry.asp?poem=18873#ixzz1IbPPuI00 )

Why can't you see you guys are killing me?

by Guest Mon Apr 04, 2011 6:14 pm

Thunderstruck.... I'm -- I'm sorry.... Please... Just please.... I can understand if you want to quit horseisland... I respect you enough to understand it's your choice.... I love you, Thunderstruck

by ❥ Destiny Styles Mon Apr 04, 2011 6:27 pm

I am so dismantal,
I make myself a distressed.
But it's not your fault I am a mess.

I can sometimes clumsy,
let's just say I am a klutz,
but you always kept me running, no matter what crazy stuff I messed up.

I cannot blame you,
For wanting to leave,
For thinking your that bitch, when it was only me.

I don't blame you for wanting to die,
but your life's too important,
If there was a death from you, don't think it was worth it.

You make me happy when I'm sad,
You make me happy when I'm mad,
Please can't you see?
That, your the one that's killing me?

Don't you remember through the night?
We talked and laughed, yeah that was the time,
I could actually be the freak I was.
Yup, you let me be who I am.

I'm giving myself this chance,
to apologize again and again,
to god, and or rightful sins,
don't blame yourself for nothing you did.

God gave you this life so live it out,
it's not worth the suicidal pout.
I love you like a friend, a best friend, a sister,
and if you leave me my heart will be bitter.

I'm sorry and you have the right to be mad, depressed, and to let out all your tears... just remember, I'll always be there.

PURE_HEART

This came from the heart, this is how I really care.

by ❥ Destiny Styles Mon Apr 04, 2011 6:40 pm

I hope you understand.

by BayMickey Mon Apr 04, 2011 6:54 pm

Please, don't do this to us. Please! Please! Please!

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