Another Temporary Leave

[Dark**Light]

Hey guys. I just wanted to let you know that I've been really inactive for a while. That's because I've been having issues with cutting and such again. I don't understand why. I thought it was over with the first time. But it came back... and now it's worse. The people bothering me has gotten worse and they've been saying they want be to die in a hole and to screw my life because it's not worth anything. I'm afraid that I might try something stupid... and by stupid I mean deadly. So I'm going to take another break from this site. Hopefully if I come back I'll have this all sorted out. I love all of you so much! Goodbye!

[P r o m i s e r]

Awh, Dark**Light. *Hugs* I wish you the best with everything. I myself have had been tempted to cut. But please, be back soon. I will miss you, and pray for you. <3

Lots of hugs. <3

~Cena.

[Dark**Light]

Hey guys... it's me again. I'm really going to miss all of you. I wish I could stop everything that's been happening to me. But there's no going back now. I've tried this happy, bubbly, act for too long. It's time to let up and just let go. I know what I'm going to do is wrong... I know this isn't right. But cutting doesn't seem to help anymore. It does nothing for me. All it does is stain my sweatshirts and leave scars. After I'm gone, please leave my account up here. My stepsister wants to take it over and continue with my account. But the rps I have with people will continue like the Freak RP, Durnal's wolf pack, and the warrior cats one. Most others will probably be dropped by my stepsister. I'm very sorry about what's going to happen. After I'm gone... it probably won't be the same. The rps won't be the same. But at least they'll still be going. I know with the 3 listed above that my stepsister knows the general idea and will probably pick up on them quickly. I'm about to make a video for my family before I leave. I'll tell my sister to post here when I'm gone. She wanted an account here so I'm giving her mine. I'll see you guys soon... I promise. I love all of you. So I guess this is goodbye....

[P r o m i s e r]

Farewell Dark**Light. I love you too. I wish you the best, and hope things get better. Please try to pop by once in a while. I'm going to miss you. <3

~Cena.

[Dark**Light]

Dark's in the hospital. She tried to hang herself. We're all really worried. (BTW this is her stepsister.) She's gonna be alright, hopefully. We got home in time. We heard a loud thud from the chair falling over not long after we came home. My older sister, Marisa, found her and called 911. So she's gonna be innactive for a while. And by a while I mean probably a month, maybe two. But she will be returning, depending if she tries anything else that's stupid...

[P r o m i s e r]

O..M..G... I really hope she's gonna be okay. I'm freaking out now. And I'm nearly in tears. Please wish Dark the best. But it's nice to meet you Dark's step sister. I hope things will be okay. <3

[Dark**Light]

Everyone hopes things will be okay here. We have no clue what happened. She was always happy and smiley and then next thing we know she's hanging from an extension cord in her room. She never told us about being bullied or pushed and shoved around. She seemed happy on the outside. We(meaning me and my family) just don't understand what happened!

[P r o m i s e r]

I know what it feels like to think there's nothing wrong with someone. Because honestly, my best friend went through cutting and shit like that. And all her friends were suicidal. My friend and I are online BFF's, but we're closer than most of the friends I have. And I've had temptations to cut myself, but things have toned down a lot. I am mean, dark, and hard-headed. I don't feel much sympathy for most people. But my friends... I'd do anything for them. Please tell Dark I hope she gets better soon.

[Dark**Light]

Alright. I will. I think she'll feel better to know she has a friend. Currently she feels like she has nobody and no friends.

[P r o m i s e r]

Thanks. <3 And yeah, Dark is a good friend on here. I wish her the best.

[Dark**Light]

She's doing better today. The doctors say she has a chance and may actually live. But they want to givve her lots of bedrest and she can only have one visitor at a time because they don't want to stress her out.

[P r o m i s e r]

I'm glad she's doing okay. I've been freaking out all day. I cried... But I hope she'll come around soon. I miss her. <3

[themagus]

I'm really glad to hear she'll be okay, even if it takes time. I hope she'll feel better.

[P r o m i s e r]

Me too. I'm so upset.

[Dark**Light]

So far so good. I'll be updating on her condition every once in a while. She's doing better. She woke up today. They had her on an anesthetic when she first arrived. She's awake now and I told her that you all missed her and hope she feels better. She said she misses you, too and can't wait to get back on.

[P r o m i s e r]

Awe, thanks. I feel special now. <3 Yeah, I can't wait either.

[Dark**Light]

Her condition has drastically dropped. We're not sure why. We came in today and she was out cold and then we were told we had to leave. They explained that she's gone into a coma from her throat swelling up after a while to heal. They managed to make the swelling go down but for now she's not gonna be saying very much at all. All I can say is that we're all very worried and school starts tomorrow... so she might be out of school for a little longer than expected.

[P r o m i s e r]

Awe, I really hope she gets better soon. I've been praying that she'll be okay. Tell Dark I say hi and hope she gets better. <3

[horsegodess]

Geez, what a good sister you are. I had no idea it was this bad. All I can say is that you, as Dark's sister, you NEED to let her know that you are there for her. Tell her how much you love her. I'm not saying that you have not done that, but that is all you can do. I am so sorry and this must be very hard for you. You are being so strong. Good luck and I hope she gets well.

[themagus]

I'll join cena in paryer, in my own way. Best of luck, I hope she gets better.

[Dark**Light]

Hey guys. It's me, Dark! I'm a whole lot better now. I'm out of the hospital and I can finally get on the computer and get on here. Granted school has now started and I won't be as active I will still be able to reply whenever I can. I'm glad to be back (and alive) because it was a huge struggle.

[P r o m i s e r]

OMG. *Arm spasm* Dark! I'm so glad you are okay! It's great to have you back!

[themagus]

Glad to see you alive and safe Dark!

[horsegodess]

Glad to have you back! Stay strong!

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