Why I Never Understood [ Mature ]

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It was the deafening silence of heartbreak that kept me company that night. The tears of pain and hatred that'd forever stain my cheeks. Why? Why did he do this to me? Why did he find it necessary to go behind my back? Why do you do this to me? And yet I'd forgiven him. And it was just last night I finally parted ways with him. You know, I'm a full-grown 27-year-old woman, and I can take care of myself perfectly fine without him! Why did it take me so long to get over him, though? I shook my head, fingers fidling with the TV remote and bottle of beer that sat on my nightstand. I pulled a strand of reddish-brown hair behind my ear and sighed. I looked around my tiny room in my one-floor house. Leaning back into the pillow as far as it'd let me, I let out a deep breath. I wasn't going to think about him. No way was I going to let his absence bother me. I glanced at the clock. 7:47pm. Well, the bar didn't close until 10, so I had time. Reluctantly I slid out of bed and out of my spaghetti-strapped sundress and tossed on a low-cut grey T-shirt and black skinny jeans adorned with jewels near the ankles. I tossed my hair around before I decided it looked good enough to go out. Slipping on some high-heeled, sleek, black boots, I grabbed my ruffled black purse and strutted out of the house and into my jet-black Jaguar. I put the keys into the ignition and took off down my driveway and into the street.
----_10 Minutes Later_----
When I reached the bar, I parked my Jaguar and leisurely got out of the car and locked it. I slipped into the bar, hoping to go unnoticed, but that didn't happen. I ignored the glances most of the men were giving me (as I didn't come here very often) and walked up to the bar. I settled myself on a barstool and crossed my legs, ordering myself a BudLight. I was here to get over him, and hopefully find a new guy, go dance, and then maybe take him home. I chuckled. The last time I'd entered this bar was with the man I'd just dumped, Alec. That had been a wonderful night. It'd started out calm and casual, just chatting about common things and finding common interests in each other, which eventually led to grinding on the dancefloor, to me getting laid at his house. I shook the though out of my head and rolled my eyes as the bartender came back with my order, and I took it with a small 'thanks' and a nod, before laying back in my chair and waiting for some guy to approach me. Tonight would be fun, I was sure of it.

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Was it the divorce that was messing me up I once had a beautiful wife and two children but I guess it was time to move on with my life since I was the one that left them after all being 28 and having a 26 year old Ex might not have been the best thing in the world. I still wonder why haven't I got over them even though I get to see them every weekend but that was tomorrow so I had time for them to meet this girl I might happen to meet tonight but why was I thinking about this tonight I'm gana have fun. I thought while sitting on the couch playing with my car keys untill I decided it was time to maybe take a trip to the bar I went up the stairs of my two story house to my room and changed into and plain gray shirt and some jeans and left out the house locking the door and opened the door to my dark blue Charger and drove off down the street.

.12 Minutes Later.
I got to the bar and slowly got out of my Charger and closed the door walking into the bar and slowly walked over to one of the stools and sat down next to some beautiful woman and ordered a beer and took a sip looking over the girl next to me.
(sorry so short)

Him:


His Daughter Tori:


His Other Daughter Megan:


His Ex:

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I smiled as a rather handsome man sat beside me in the bar. I noticed him eyeing me, so I decided to start a conversation with him. I looked up from my drink and pulled a strand of hair away from my face, and began, "Hey," I wasn't usually the one to start conversations, so I realized I sounded a bit stiff, "I'm Jessica." I continued. "How's it goin'?" I tried to keep it casual -- i mean, seriously! We were in a God-forsaken bar, for Pete's sake! I gave a sweet smile and turned my head back to my drink for a moment, and I could feel my cheeks flush hotly. I laughed at myself in my head, and turned back to him, offering him another, yet smaller, smile. My mind wandered everywhere. Maybe he'd be the guy I'd get to take home? No, no. He looked too handsome not to be married. Should I ask about his wife? No, that'd be rude. I wonder if he has kids.... I thought to myself quietly, going off into my own world for a moment, then snapped back to reality and continued to look at him with gentle eyes, taking a sip of my drink.

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I smiled back at her and took another sip of my drink as she tried to start a conversation "Hey I'm Pop-O-Matic Trouble Game just kidding I'm Mike nice to meet you Jessica"I said as she kept talking "I'm good you?"I asked rolling my eyes at myself and smiled again but less happy but in a more fake nervous way and took another sip and thought. ^What is wrong you Mike what else should you say should you ask her to dance should you just randomly kiss her no that would be stupid dance it is no take another sip then ask^ I thought.As I thought I began to think my real thought ^ok just ask her mike because if you do kiss her she'll be like *What the Hell Man* then she might slap you and walk away ok dance it is^.I laughed in my head 'what the hell is wrong with me" I whispered to myself then looked up at her again and smile "Would youy like to dance?"I asked her

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I smiled at his jest and shook my head slightly. What a silly boy, I thought to myself with a loving expression, my mind wandering back to Alec. I nearly teared up, but instead I just shook my head and turned back to face him. I smiled slightly, noticing that he was obviously deep in thought. I fingered my beer bottle and looked up once he asked me to dance. I nodded a bit and moved in my seat, getting ready to hit the dancefloor. It would be nice to find somebody to dance for. "Sure," I said, taking one more sip of beer.


[ sorry its so short ]

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I smiled when she said sure I grabbed her hand and took her up to the dance floor and began to dance gridding up agianst her I was happy to get that thought out my head it was driveing me crazy I whispered to myself as I danced with her.
(well mine is even shorter)

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I smiled back, allowing him to take me to the dancefloor. My smile widened when we began to grind each other. Although it hadn't been that long since she'd been this close to another guy, it felt great. Especially with a guy she didn't know, so she didn't know his flaws. My smile only decreased because I was so into the movements between us. But my smile reappeared when they started playing "DJ Got Us Fallin' In Love Again" as I held back a blush.

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I watched her as her smile faded away I slowly put my hands on her hips as the other song came on.^This Felt great I thought even if I did just meet this woman I haven't felt this good since my Ex and I were here dancing and that was like a year ago I think^.After that last thought I snapped myself back to reality and smiled at her again.
(sorry so short)

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He regained my full attention when I felt his hands on my hips. I gave him another broad smile, revealing perfectly white teeth. I laid my hands on his shoulders as we continued to dance mroe. "So, Mike," She said, "Tell me about yourself." I could feel the tingling in the back of my head, as the beer was finally settling into my system. I rolled my eyes at myself thinking how pathetic I was. I am SO not getting laid, I promised myself, but I didn't know how long that promise would last with the tension between us nd the beer buzzing in the back of my mind.

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I waited as she asked me questions "Well I have two girls Tori and Megan and I like to have fun and you"I said laughing ^This is going no where^I thought to myself.
(sorry so short I mean really)

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"Oh," I said, looking down momentarily. "That's nice." I chuckled when he said he liked to 'have fun,' a totally different image coming into her mind. "Well, I don't have any kids. But having fun is good." A sly smile slipped across my lips. "So what do you want to do? This is getting a bit boring." I said, unintentionally scooting closer to him.

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"Whatever you want to do"I said grinning at her and smacked her ass when she scooted closer to me.^Well that fixed everything maybe I will have a little fun tonight^I thought looking around then back at her

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"Hmmm," I said with another sly grin. I put on a surprised look when he smacked my ass then said playfully, "Playing in the big leagues, are we?" I chuckled slightly and pulled him closer to me so I could feel his breathing on my face. "I'm game."

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"That's nice to know"I said pushing her against the wall and began to kiss her then pulled away taking a breath and began to kiss her again then picked her up taking her to the room in the back and closed the door locking it and played with her hair while still kissing her

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A smirk spread across my lips as he pushed me against the wall, and my lips responded to his potent kisses as well as my tongue. When he took me to the back room and locked the door, I grinned and put my hands on his chest, slipping his shirt off and throwing it to one side of the room. "Let's play, big boy," I said quietly, in a rather seductive tone and wrapped my arms around his neck, covering his mouth with mine.

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[ Hello? ]

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(oh sorry I'll post I forgot where it was and by the time I found it I wasn't sure if you still wanted to do it lol >_<)

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( Oh, no wonder. x] We can continue. I think it's your turn to post )

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(ok)
"I'd love to"I said slipping her shirt off before we began kissing again then started to unbutten her pants and picked her up putting her onto the bed looking down at her then took a breath "I'd love to see you prance"I said smacking her ass again

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I smiled and bucked my hips against his unintentionally. I removed his own pants slowly, running my fingertips down his sides. "Then let's get this started." I said playfully and drew him into another kiss, unusually hasty about getting some more of him.

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As we kissed again I slipped her bar off then her panties then took another breath "You look very sexy"I said looking at herbefore I pulled her into another kiss
(sorry so short)

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I smiled and kissed his nose, removing the rest of his clothing. Her eyes ran over his body and smiled at his comment, "Not as sexy as you," she said, arching her back and pressing her bare chest against his.

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"Nooo you look hotter"I said picking her up kissing her while caressing her cheek thinking *This was great*I thought laughing to myself

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I couldn't help but smile, "I'm not going to argue with you," I replied softly, "But I can make you shut up." I teased and french-kissed him again, inadvertantly grinding my hips against his.

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*That sure in the hell did*I thought grabbing onto her hips picking her up again and layed her on the bed playing with her hair again I was loving every minute of this

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