Re: A Track Accident (looking for a male jockey who wants a girfriend with a decent stud)

[Man O' War Lover]

He lays down ontop of the covers staring up at the celing for a moment. While trying to go to sleep he rolls over onto his side drowning in thought. Then he thought of something, "Hey are you still awake?" He asked softly.

[Guardian Angel]

Jane could feel how restless Ray was beside her as she tried to fall asleep. She heard his voice in the dark ring out to her and she moved slightly. "Yes.." she whispered and rolled onto her back.

[Man O' War Lover]

He turned his head and looked at her "Are you afraid? Of others who you can't see or know? I mean it's weird that sometimes an accident didn't seem like an accident, if that makes any sense...." Though he didn't want to make her anymore concerned than she may be already, he didn't know how to share or explain his thought's.

[Guardian Angel]

Jane turned and looked at his silhouette in the darkness. She could just make out his shape against the window where the light filtered in around the curtains. "Are you asking me about..Karma? Superstition? Or Ghosts?" she asked and propt herself up on her elbow.

[Man O' War Lover]

"Not really, but in some ways I guess belief is part of it." Proping himself up on his elbow Ray looked over at her, "I mean by being afraid like when your drive a car you don't know if someone is going to make a mistake and hit you because you're the one driving safely but you don't know if the other person is being as careful or not." Picking at the blankets edges he added "Maybe if I put it this way." He sat up and looked at her again. "It's like when your riding and your be as careful as possible to not let your horse stumble but there is a big chance that it wont be your fault because some one else is not taking the same cation or is being reckless, carless, maybe even on purpose?"

[Guardian Angel]

Jane gave him a confused look, "what are you getting at?"

[Man O' War Lover]

I frown, in some ways I confused myself. "I guess what I mean is not matter how hard we try to prevent something or no matter how cautious we are, it really is up to the others around you. But sometimes it's not that way." I pause for a moment "Do you think your mother may be in some ways responsable for what happened to you?" It was probably an accident and no ones fault

[Guardian Angel]

Jane had never considered this before and now it perplexed her. "I never thought of that.." she whispered and started to swim around the idea. Had her mother, the woman who had raised her to be such a great horsewoman realy want to hurt her? Or kill her in an accident? The thought now distured Jane.

[Man O' War Lover]

"I'm sorry, I really have no right to acuse anyone, exspecaly your mother." I look at her for a moment "Do you think it's posible?" I asked. If she did do it, I knew it was not to get the horse. She would have to tty somethin much diffrent if she wanted her. The horse would be in danger of hurting herself in the acadent.

[Guardian Angel]

Jane huffs, "I think it could be..."
(soooooo sorry so short!!)

[Man O' War Lover]

"It wouldn't hurt to be sure, maybe we should go back in the morning and take a look around?" He could admit to himself that he was concerned for her safety. Perhaps her mother was not involved, perhaps not. In some way he hoped his suspicions were wrong and that it had all just been an accident. But he couldn't shake the feeling that something was wrong with the entire picture.

[Guardian Angel]

Jane shook her head and sighed, "We could go look. Im not sure what we would find, but its worth a try."

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