It's Not Your Fault....

[❥ Destiny Styles]

I am so dismantal,
I make myself a distressed.
But it's not your fault I am a mess.

I can sometimes clumsy,
let's just say I am a klutz,
but you always kept me running, no matter what crazy stuff I messed up.

I cannot blame you,
For wanting to leave,
For thinking your that bitch, when it was only me.

I don't blame you for wanting to die,
but your life's too important,
If there was a death from you, don't think it was worth it.

You make me happy when I'm sad,
You make me happy when I'm mad,
Please can't you see?
That, your the one that's killing me?

Don't you remember through the night?
We talked and laughed, yeah that was the time,
I could actually be the freak I was.
Yup, you let me be who I am.

I'm giving myself this chance,
to apologize again and again,
to god, and or rightful sins,
don't blame yourself for nothing you did.

God gave you this life so live it out,
it's not worth the suicidal pout.
I love you like a friend, a best friend, a sister,
and if you leave me my heart will be bitter.

I'm sorry and you have the right to be mad, depressed, and to let out all your tears... just remember, I'll always be there.

PURE_HEART