Re: Being Human

[LoveOnHerArms]

Seeing red Terra gritted her teeth looking up at Andy as he looked down at her neath of them saying anything for a moment. JD looked over and nodded to Ailish then turned his gaze back to the two having a stare off, he didn't want to but JD would step in if he had too, be was hoping he wouldn't. Andy caught Ailish's eye for a moment then she moved away to the table and sat down. He looked back down at the very pissed off werewolf on his hands and sighed rubbing the back of his neck. "Look Little Red...it wasn't like that-" "Wasn't like what?! You had-" She was cut off by Chase walking through the door a faint grin on his lips " Oh I see I made it for the show" He moved past Andy and Terra and sat down on the bed watching them. Terra fumbled for words "You...Him..." She jabbed a finger over at Chase "How long has he been stalking me? Better yet why the hell is he fallowing me!?" She yelled getting more into Andy's face. Jaw setting he looked down at her " I was just looking out for you" JD winced to that "OH that was smart" He mumbled Terra snorted "Looking out for me?! How old am I? Im over a hundred dammit! I don't need a babysitter!" Andy growled low in his throat looking down at her "Your just going to have to trust me Terra" "Trust you?! You've been hiding something from me and you have the nerve to tell me to trust you!? Families don't hid things from each other or lie to their face about it!" Her hands were made into fists as her sides as she struggled for control over her anger, and the little werewolf was loosing.

Haha alrightly thats cool with me. And your fine, it's no big deal)

[• Echo]

Movement walking through the doorway and a familiar, dingy smell flooded 'Leesh's senses, and her head swiveled over to the sound of footsteps to see Chase sauntering through the door, her body instantly tensing. Fighting down the urge to snarl at the cocky tone in his drawling tone, she shook her head slightly in an attempt to rid her nose of the foul-smell that clung to him, though she failed. As he walked past her she instinctively leaned back, though she caught herself before the movement was obvious, though she was sure he had seen. Oh well; it didn't have to be a secret that she found him distasteful. Her attention was caught by the young werewolf as she screamed in Andy's face, and she felt a fleeting stab of guilt that she was letting her scream at him. But the feeling was short-lived; as much as she was attracted to Andy, he was stubborn as hell and way overprotective, and she felt that it did him good to see how much other's hated that.
Leaning back in her chair, she scanned around the room for anything worthwhile to do, feeling frustratingly bored. If only the fight got a little more physical... Then she'd be very, entertained, at least for a while. Smiling slightly to herself, 'Leesh let her eyes drift back to the werewolf and vampire, her eyes lingering over the latter before she caught herself and looked away again.

[LoveOnHerArms]

Chase didn't care that the chick vampire that ws with Terra before crinkled her nose at his smell and moved out of his way quickly, nah didn't bother him at all. He just sat down on the bed and watched the show with a amused smirk on his lips. After Terra finished screaming in his face Andy looked down at her controlling his anger a lot better then she was at the moment. You can scream and yell at me all you want Terra, Im just looking out for you, I don't care how old you are. Besides it wasn't like Chase stopped you from doing anything, he was just watching you" Terra growled looking up at him her smaller frame trembling as she tried to control her anger "Your not looking out for me! Your smothering me! You don't trust me to watch out for myself! Your hiding something from me, that has to do with my life! My life dammit! It's not your freakin life it's mine!" She screamed at him, then landed a solid pouch to his jaw, making him stumble back a little and start working his jaw right away a little blood trailing down his lip and chin. "Tell me dammit! It's my life!" She screamed again. JD watched and got to his feet when Terra landed a good one on Andy's jaw, he didn't move in yet but was ready to now. Andy worked his jaw and wiped the blood off his chin looking down at the little she-wolf.
"Red, Im not hiding anything from you" It seemed like everyone in the room snorted in disbelief on that one. "Then why can't I remember anything past when you found me?! It's like someone locked up the memories! All I get are bits and pieces in dream! And thats it! Just give them back to me!" JD looked over at Andy and sighed "Just tell her Andy, shes not going to drop this" Jaw locked he looked over at JD and Ailish then back down at Terra fighting with himself over this.

[• Echo]

I'm sorry, but I'm totally at a loss of muse right now, I can't think or concentrate ^.^ Maybe I'll try again tomorrow or possibly later tonight, but for now I'm just gonna go and try to find where I dropped my muse (hopefully not in the mud). Night/Later.

[LoveOnHerArms]

It's all good hun! I've been there, it's been happening a lot to me lately >.< Not sure why but I understand. (:

[• Echo]

‘Leesh leaned back against the chair, lifting a leg to lay it on top of the other. The motel room was getting loud, and she wondered briefly if someone might call it in or get the manager, but the thought didn’t last long and she brushed it aside. Let them; it’s not like any of them could do anything, anyway. Terra was getting more and more distressed as it went on, and Andy just seemed to be barely keeping it together. ‘Leesh instantly perked up when Terra’s fist flew at his face, and she if she strained, she could catch a faint whiff of Andy’s blood as he wiped it away from his mouth and chin. Beside her, JD got to his feet, ready to step in, and ‘Leesh mirrored his actions and climbed to her feet. Andy continued denying everything like a good little criminal, but no one seemed to be buying it, and Terra wasn’t taking any crap anymore. She heard JD sigh, knowing he was beginning to get tired of the fight. Glancing at Chase, she rolled her eyes slightly again. He didn’t need to be here; and it definitely wasn’t improving her opinion of him so far.



Bleh, dry and short, sorry :/

[LoveOnHerArms]

Gritting her teeth and trembling Terra glared up at Andy about ready to punch him again if he didn't say anything soon. Jaw locked Andy looked at JD to Ailish then down at the pissed she-wolf. "Red...." "Tell me?!" She screamed at him, then shoved him hard against the wall, Andy slammed back into the wall and growled reached out and gripped her by the shoulders hard. "Listen to me! dammit! If I tell you, you could get killed! Im not about to let that happen!" He hissed in her face fangs bared from the anger. JD popped his neck and walked closer to them "Andy stop, shes a big girl now, she has a right to know" Terra was glaring up at Andy as he gripped her shoulders tightly so in the morning she was pretty sure it would leave bruise. Gripping her shoulders Andy looked over at JD "She could die!" JD groaned leaning his head back seeing he wasn't getting through to him, looking over at Ailish "You try, because Im about to kill him myself" Chance watched smirking leaning against the wall "andy man, tell her. Im pretty sure the pup can take it"

[• Echo]

Ailish shook her head slightly in disbelief at what was going on. Terra had pinned Andy, Andy was keeping her at arm's length and still being a total jack ass and an overbearing gorilla, and JD was now looking at her like he was begging her to step in, as Andy was no longer listening to anyone except whatever was going on in his thick, stubborn skull. As usual. Letting out her breath in a huff, 'Leesh moved forward again towards the ticked werewolf and thick-headed vampire, ignoring Chase's cocky little smirk as he leaned up against the wall.
"Andy," she spoke in a dry, almost bored tone, waiting until he looked at her before continuing. "I don't know what the hell it is that you're supposed to be thinking up there, but it must be pretty damn stupid. Are you really willing to risk losing Terra's trust and everything just because you insist on running around like a mother hen who had lost her eggs, just to protect her?" Her Irish accent began to creep into her tone again as she shook her head, brushing her hair out of her face before looking at him again. When he tried to protest, she glared at him until he was quiet again.
"So I suggest that you drop the proud-ass bastard act before you lose someone you care about, and where would that get you? She'd probably leave, and that'd be much worse if you couldn't do anything at all to keep her safe, but this little whatever is just you being thick-headed and overbearing," she finished, tossing her hair back.



Bleh...

[LoveOnHerArms]

Gripping Terra's shoulders Andy looked over at Ailish when she walked over with a dry look and tone to match. He started to protest as she when on, but he got a look of death from both girls and sighed shutting up and listening again, her irish accent started to creep into her voice as she went on. He growled low in his throat, as the logic Ailish said started to sink into his thick head. "Damn you Ailish" He growled out and looked down at the still very pissed werewolf, he had by the shoulders she was still trembling in anger and he could see it in her eyes, she would leave if he didn't tell her.
"Tell me please" Terra looked up at him fighting back the anger that boiled in her, she let out a breath forcing herself to calm down. "Alright alright, you win, I'll tell you" He let go of her arms ran a hand through his hair and sat down on the bed looking over at her. "I'll unlock the memories, come here" Andy wasn't happy about doing this in fact if he could he wouldn't but the risk of Terra leaving was to big of a risk, this way at lest he could still watch her.
Terra looked at him and slowly walked closer glancing over at JD "You knew about the mind lock didn't you" JD let out a breath and nodded "Yeah I knew about it Trouble Magnet" Terra looked like she wanted to cry and kill them both as she walked closer to Andy. Reaching up Andy placed his hands gently on the sides of Terra's face and closed his eyes, "Now just hold still " He mumbled unlocking the memories he kept away from her. Terra gasped as stuff came flooding back, her eyes filled with tears and soon they spilled over falling down her cheeks, Andy took his hands off her face and sighed watching her. Terra stood there crying looking blankly at the wall "All of them.....Gone" She breathed out trembling a little again.

[• Echo]

Ailish just arched an eyebrow at him. "I already am," she said nonchalantly, waving off his curse like it was nothing. "But you should tell her." Andy seemed undecided, but a moment later he finally gave in, and Ailish turned to walk over to the desk, leaning against it and just watching them. She could tell Terra wasn't happy about her family keeping an entire part of her life secret, but hell, Ailish would've been pissed, too; anyone would have. But then again, Ailish didn't have a family. They'd all been killed. She felt a slight twinge of hurt and jealously but waved it off, letting out her breath in a sigh and returning her attention to the vampire and werewolf. Her eyes lingered over Andy a little longer than she meant to, but she caught herself quickly and looked away, her gaze falling on Terra instead as she gasped and tears began overflowing onto her cheeks. She cast JD a questioning glance, but her attention was captured by Terra again. She seemed so... Lost, in a sense.
"What was it?" she asked quietly, knowing nothing of the 'wolf's, or JD's, pasts. She didn't even know everything about Andy's.

[LoveOnHerArms]

JD frowned slightly looking over at Terra watching her and went to touch her, but Andy shook his head at him then looked over at Ailish running a hand through his hair. "Her memories are coming back, she watched her whole pack getting killed when she was twelve , I locked that so she wouldn't remember it" JD let out a breath watching Terra look blankly at the wall tears sliding down her cheeks as her small frame trembled. "Andy went out hunting, came back with a skinny beat up but still full of attitude little redhead" He chuckled hoarsely with a faint grin on his face.
The memories flooded into Terra's mind, she couldn't stop the tears that fell down her face or that her body was trembling she just relived everything that happened the good the bad and that one night that changed everything. When she remember everything she sniffled looking over at Andy and JD "You kept that from me" She whispered still crying, "You took away the memories of my family, I had a two brothers and a sister. A mom and dad, with friends and everything! I had a family and you two took that away from me!" She cried out then started sobbing . Both boys looked like they were sucker punched "Little Red..." Andy started moving closer to her.
Terra shoved Andy away "J-just leave me alone, I don't want to see either of you" Wiping her eyes she made a dash for the door yanked it open and ran down the hallway to the stairs and raced down them crying. JD watched her go rubbing the back of his neck, "Well that went well. I though she would hard tried to kill us then ran off." Andy gave him a look baring his fangs "You think this is a joke? She knows everything now! Whatever killed her pack will come after her now!" He hissed out. "No I don't think this is a joke, but Andy how long did you really think we could keep that from her? And we have things coming after us all the time. Why the hell is this so different?" He asked and sat down in the chair rubbing the back on his neck.

[• Echo]

Ailish sighed quietly to herself, trying to imagine just what Terra was seeing but failing miserably, in her opinion. She wasn't a 'wolf, she didn't even know truly what a pack looked like together. Terra was definitely crying now, yelling at Andy. A moment later she took off. Ailish stood, unsure whether to go after her or not, looking to Andy and JD. She had to fight really hard to refrain from saying "Look what you did now, jack ass," to Andy, but she managed.
"How will her knowing even make a difference?" she questioned quietly, trying to understand more about what was going on.



Sorry, not much for me to think of....

[LoveOnHerArms]

Running a hand over his face Andy looked over at Ailish looking frustrated with this whole this and mad at himself and just he felt like crap. "Whatever killed her pack, though they were all dead, Im not sure what it was yet but if it found out. It would kill her, so we locked up the memories so she wouldn't start picking around trying to figure out what happened." JD looked over at them "And Little Red and her pack wasn't like normal werewolves, as you can already tell, shes immortal like us, now ya know we can die by a stake and blah blah blah, so can Red. But you can take her life and use it as your own." JD let out a breath Andy ran his hand through his hair for the tenth time " If he found Terra, he would kill her....I can't let that happen"
With a groan he fell back onto the bed on his back and looked at the ceiling. "So now Terra knows, is pissed with us and we don't have a clue where she went...."


Nah your fine

[• Echo]

Ailish rolled her eyes at the slightly impatient tone Andy was using, but ignored it for the most part, able to understand where it was coming from. She arched an eyebrow at JD slightly.
"So if they kill her, they become immortal? But aren't they already, if they killed her pack?" she frowned, shaking her head slightly. Looking between the two boys, she sighed before finally standing up, grabbing her keys and bag from the bed and heading towards the door.
"Well, sitting here and talking about it won't do shit, so I'm going to go and at least try to look for her," she said, her tone a bit more dry than she intended, but she didn't really care. Damn, why was everything so complicated? She didn't need this right now; she needed to find -insert name here, as I forgot and am too lazy to go back and look at this particular moment-, not chasing around after werewolves and werewolf killers, and definitely not hanging out with her ex. Oh well, that didn't really matter now. She considered Terra as one of her [few] friends, and she didn't want her to get hurt or anything. So off she went.

[LoveOnHerArms]

Shrugging JD looked at her "Weren't not quiet sure" He mumbled then looked over at Andy who now was off la la land. Shaking his head JD looked back at Ailish and grabbed a clean shirt pulling it on " I'll come with you" Grabbing the explore keys off the desk JD walked out the door with her leaving Andy alone in la la land.
Sniffling Terra hugged her knees tighter to her chest looking out blankly at the water. She had raced out of the room blindly and raced out of the hotel, crying and running the girl didn't have a clue where she was going and ended up in a little park with a little pond. Still crying hugging her knees to her chest, red hair in her face, but she didn't push it back. She had a family, a real family! not just Andy and JD she had a mom, dad and siblings! Sniffling she squeezed her eyes closed tighter as more tears rolled down her cheeks, all the hidden memories back, everything. The images of the pack getting killed got a whimper from her as her small frame trembled. The screams and just the sounds that seemed to come out of no where getting another whimper from her.



(Blah so short >.< )

[• Echo]

Ailish hesitated for a moment, looking over at JD. She wasn’t quite sure why, but for some reason his offer to go was slightly irritating, as she was used to never having any company. But then again, Terra was part of his family, in a way, and him and Andy both deserved to know how she was more than Ailish did, even if Andy was completely oblivious at the current moment. So Ailish found herself shrugging her shoulders in silent approval instead of telling him to screw off. Pulling her keys out, she glanced back over at Andy,

“Be sure to throw the trash out,” she said lazily, nodding over at Chase. “And be sure to try to get rid of the smell, too.” Unlocking her car, she nodded at JD to get in as she herself climbed into the driver’s side. Pressing her key into the ignition, she twisted it and listened to the engine turn over before she released it and put the car into gear. When she had first gotten the car, she had disabled the annoying seatbelt alarm, as she hardly ever used the safety precaution, or any, for that matter. As she pulled out onto the road, she glanced over at JD again.

“You know Terra better than I do, what do you think she would do?” she asked, letting her mind open and expand, trying to feel the young werewolf, but she didn’t seem to be anywhere nearby. Not that Ailish blamed her; she would have gotten as far away as she could in any time she had, if her’s and Terra’s places had been switched.

Holding back a sigh, Ailish looked back at JD as he answered.

[LoveOnHerArms]

JD looked over at Ailish putting his shoes on, she looked unsure about it for a moment then just shrugged. Honestly he didn't care if she was wanted him to come or not, he was going with to find Terra, she was a sister to the vampire. He was going wither she liked it or not, but her silently telling him it was ok helped.

Walking out the door he paused looking back at Andy then to Chase. The werewolf just grinned leaning against the wall "Cute but you smell worse then I do sugar. I'll stay until Andy snaps out of it JD" Nodding JD rolled his eyes fallowing after Ailish, slipping into the passenger seat he glanced over at her. His mind was already racing on where Terra would be as Ailish pulled out into the road.

"Uh? Oh thats what Im thinking about. Woods,trees someplace outside. Whens she upset or wants to be alone she goes to a park or someplace like that, its the wolf side of her" Reaching into his pocket he pulled out his iphone "Hang on I'll find the parks around here" Quickly doing a search he found out there was three parks close to here, "The furthest one it about ten miles north, she'll be at that one" He hoped she would be at that one, where else would she go? He couldn't feel her or even just a trace of where she went.

Letting out a breath rubbing the back of his neck JD looked out the window, opening his mind up trying to get a feel of where the little werewolf was.

[• Echo]

Ailish ignored the werewolf on her way out, not bothering to hide her disgust for him. To be honest, there weren't many werewolves that she truly liked. She could tolerate them and work with them, but that had never meant that she had to actually like them, though she had to admit that she had grown quite fond of Terra during the short time in which she had known her.

Nodding slightly to JD, she slowed down slightly while she waited for him to search his phone. A moment later he looked up from his phone again, and Ailish nodded slightly, turning towards the general direction of where he had said.

"Address?" she asked, giving an "okay" when he answered and altering her course slightly, pressing down a bit more on the gas pedal. After a few minutes that felt more like hours to her, Ailish saw a sign for the park JD had suggested and immediately veered towards it. Parking a bit carelessly, she grabbed her keys and let her mind expand again, though this time she could feel the unmistakable presence of the young she-wolf's own mind.

[LoveOnHerArms]

JD jumped out of the car as soon as Ailish parked it, and looked around opening his mind. The vampire viably relaxed when he felt Little Red, rubbing the back of his neck he started walking that way. The park was quiet for the night he couldn't feel anyone else in the park and for that JD was glad for that because if something happened no one would walk in on them. Letting out a breath he glanced over at Ailish then stopped seeing Terra hugging her knees to her chest sitting near the water.

Sniffling Terra squeezed her eyes closed tighter hugging her knees to her chest resting her chin on them, the screams and voices from the past hunting her now. Whining tears slid down her cheeks, she wasn't paying attention to anything around her, she didn't hear or smell both vampires coming up to her, she was sucked into the nightmare that happened years ago, it wouldn't stop the memories just kept flooding back.

Crying silently Terra whined again. JD slowly walked up to her "Red? Terra?" Kneeling down beside her, he looked over at Ailish getting worried about the little werewolf, she didn't snap at him or anything, and that really got her worried. "Why'd they have to die?" Terra whispered hazel eyes now looking out blankly at the water. " Oh Terra I don't know, come here" Sitting down JD gently pulled her into his arms and held her, Terra burst into sobs against curling up into his chest crying over the family she lost years ago.

"Shhhh it's alright Terra.." Holding her JD looked over at Ailish, he was freaking out a little Terra wasn't trying to kill him or anything, she was sobbing into his chest and that got him worried really worried.

(Blah.....sorry that sucked)

[• Echo]

Ailish got out of the car slowly, slipping her keys into her pocket without bothering to lock it. There was no one around, anyway, and if anyone actually tried to steal her baby from her… Well, let them try, because she could guarantee that it wouldn’t end up good. For them, at least, for her it would be just fine.

Shaking herself out of her thoughts, she followed behind after JD, letting her mind open and expand to include the park. Her mind brushed up against JD’s as she did the same, and she jumped mentally before she slowly retreated from his thoughts, not wanting to get tangled up in them. As soon as she found Terra, she enclosed her mind to within a radius of herself and the she-wolf, keeping close watch on what went on around them. Somewhere in the woods, a dove silently alighted from its perch on a branch and flew off into the darkness, away from them, as though it were afraid of what were to come. Frowning slightly, Ailish continued walking.

Soon after, JD and herself came upon a small pond set somewhere near the center of the park, and Ailish’s eyes instantly alighted on the small, huddled form curled up on the bank. At first, she didn’t believe that it was Terra; it seemed far too small and enclosed in itself to be the vibrant she-wolf. But the presence of mind and smell proved it to be her, and Ailish came slowly towards her. She was crying; tears streaming down her lightly-colored cheeks and spilling over, and occasionally a soft whimper escape from her. She was whispering so quietly that Ailish’s hyper-sensitive ears almost didn’t catch them, and she strained her senses to hear. JD sat beside her, and Ailish found herself standing awkwardly apart from them, wanting to comfort Terra in her own way, but not wanting to intrude on the two ‘family’ members. JD gave her an almost panicked look, which didn’t sit well with Ailish’s mind, and she slowly inched forward to sit down lightly on the ground on the opposite side of Terra that JD was on. Leaning forward, she mimicked Terra’s earlier action, folding her arms around her knees and resting her chin on top of her knees, which were pulled in close to her body. She didn’t yet know what she could possibly say or do, so she chose to wait for Terra to come to more. It didn’t help much that JD was there; it wasn’t that Ailish didn’t like him; Ailish just wasn’t yet sure how she did feel about him, and she wasn’t sure how she could explain some things to Terra with him being there, though she couldn’t possibly hope to ask him to leave.

’JD…’ she whispered in her mind to him, shaking her head slightly and pausing for a minute. I think I can get her to come to, I just need a moment, she said quietly, her thoughts almost pleading. He didn’t have to go out of range of hearing; he could even stay in her thoughts, for all Ailish cared; she didn’t really know why, she just had a feeling, and she wanted to talk to Terra with as much privacy as possible.

[LoveOnHerArms]

The images, sounds, and memories wouldn't stop no matter what Terra tried it wouldn't stop coming back playing in her mind over and over again. Whimpering the she-wolf curled more into herself trying to make it stop, all she wanted was for it too stop.
It was a normal day, Terra was running around playing with her friends soaking up the sunshine laughing and not having a care in the world, when suddenly it seemed to get darker and the adults that were talking or working in the little gardens around the cabins stopped and looked up frowning slightly, thats when everything went crazy the first gunshot echoed through the mountains, one of the adults fell making a weird sound that Terra never heard before, the just seconds ago calm and peaceful place turned into horror and crazy. Men snarled some shifting forms into massive wolves while others grabbed gun or whatever they could use and rushed at the thing, Terra wasn't sure what it was she never got a good look at it, her mom ran up and grabbed her hand yanking her almost off her feet "Come on Terra run!" She wasn't sure where her bother or sister was she was running with her mom to the edge of the cabins "Get down quickly!" The younger Terra dropped to her knees and squeezed into the little hiding hole "Stay here until someone gets you, I love you Terra, my sweet little pup" Her mom covered the hole with some fallen branches then ran off to find her siblings, that was the last time Terra saw her mom alive. Hiding in the hole she watched with wide eyes as something killed everything, blood was everywhere it felt like forever to the young girl but the blood bath only lasted maybe twenty minutes. Silent tears falling down her dirty cheeks Terra didn't move unable to move from her little hiding spot until the next morning, sniffling she slowly crawled out of the hole and gasped at what she saw bodies scattered all over the once green grass was stained with blood. "Mom!" She screamed running over to the body dropped to her knees and pulled the bloody mess to her, hugging and sobbing. The little she-wolf cried for what felt like days as she tried to bury all the bodies of her dead pack, she wasn't sure how long she had been on her own until one night at twilight she was curled up near the little hole dirty and half alive when a vampire found her, she fought like a wild cat until he settled her down with soothing words picked her up and started walking again talking to her in low even tones, she had fallen asleep curled into his chest. Next thing she knew she was in a little hotel room with two vampire looking at her talking about what to do. The rest was history

She couldn't get it too stop it played over and over again as she clung to JD sobbing into his chest whimpering softly every now and then "Make it stop....Please make it stop" She whimpered out softly curled into him.

Holding her JD rubbed her back gently talking in low tones in her ear trying to snap her out of it but it wasn't working. Jumping a little JD looked over at Ailish when she spoke in his mind and frowned slightly looking at her then back down at Terra ' Alright ' Carefully he got up leaving Terra on the ground curling up she whimpered " No don't leave me" She whispered in panic curling more into herself hugging her knees tighter to her chest again crying. It killed JD to have to walk a little bit away as she whimpered begging him not to leave but he was putting some trust into Ailish, Andy trusted her so he was doing the same, maybe she really could help Little Red out. Standing off to the side JD watched rubbing the back of his neck.

[• Echo]

Ailish watched as JD slowly got up to leave, instantly sliding forward when Terra whimpered and offering herself as an anchor to her. Slipping an arm almost awkwardly around her, she rubbed circles into her friends back as she sobbed. She hadn’t done anything of this sort since her baby girl, Bridget. Hell, Terra reminded her of Bridget, if only older. Stubborn, hotheaded, and fierce, even if they weren’t exactly very big. Full of spice. But Terra wasn’t Bridget. Shaking her head slightly, she looked back over at the shaking young werewolf. Why did things like this have to happen so often? Suddenly, she found herself doing something she hadn’t done in a long time; praying. If there was truly a God of some sorts up there, perhaps he would hear and actually listen to her tonight. Ailish had never had a reason to believe in a God after she had became a vampire, but old habits sometimes just catch up to people at the strangest of times, even after numerous centuries of never doing that very thing once.

“Terra…” she started, then shook her head slightly, discarding the way she had been about to start. “Terra, I’m so sorry,” she said softly. She couldn’t even begin to imagine exactly what was going through Terra’s mind right now. Confusion, hurt, betrayal, anger, and a deep, overwhelming sadness and depression. Yeah, she’d been there before, two, several times in her life, though none as bad as those three nights so long ago, spaced quite far apart, when she had been scarred for life so badly. Not knowing exactly what to say, she waited for Terra to talk, not wanting to push her.




Wow, after your’s, mine is just… Ugh.
I know I must've had something in mind when I did that last post, but I lost it haha, I'm sorry, now I feel special xD

[LoveOnHerArms]

Curling more into herself still sobbing her smaller frame trembling Terra felt Ailish's arm going around her, Terra hesitated for a moment before leaning into the other girl sobbing. Whimpering she squeezed her eyes closed tighter as the screams echoed through her mind. " It won't stop....Please make it stop" She whimpered out softly sniffling and hiccuping as she sobbed, she couldn't stop just like the memories that wouldn't stop. She heard Ailish's voice through everything that was happening in her mind and sniffled opening her eyes and looking over at her.

"Why didn't Andy just let me remember?" She whispered her voice getting hoarse "Would it be this bad? If...if I already knew what happened, the screams and sounds in my head would have stopped right?" She was so scared, hurt, angry, and felt so alone, her pack was dead her real family was dead and her so called family the ones that 'loved' her had kept that from her, were they really her family? Terra was so confuse with a sniffling son she turned and leaned more into Ailish curling herself into the other girl. "I just want it to stop....please Ailish make it stop" She whimpered out trembling clinging to the other girl now. If she had been in wolf form she would be curled up tail tucked between her legs ears pinned down against her head in fear whining and whimpering like she was.

Still standing off to the side JD listened and watched kicking himself and Andy in the ass repeatedly for putting Terra through this, why hadn't they just left the memories? He knew why but maybe she would have gotten over that, the nightmares might have stopped but after months of them going on and having to wake up or just hear the blood curling screams that came from Little Red as she sobbed fear in her eyes. So they hid the memories not erasing them just buried then deep in her mind, after that the nightmares stopped and Terra looked happier and better not a haunted look in her green eyes. Swallowing JD looked at them as Terra now clung to Ailish.



Thanks but the little 'story' could have been way better more detail and what not but I had to scrap up the mus for the end. But thanks (:
Haha it's alright! You are special! lol XD

[• Echo]

Ailish's throat tightened painfully, making it difficult to swallow past the lump that had formed there in a tight know. She was completely unprepared to see such a normally strong, independent young woman looking so cornered and defeated, with tears streaking down her cheeks. Ailish hated it when people cried; she had never been good at comforting, and she knew just what it took to finally get people to break down into tears. She hated the desperation that it symbolized, and the total pain and stress that accompanied it, and she didn't mean just the stinging in one's eyes right before the waters fell.

"Oh, Terra," she said softly, shaking her head slightly. What was she supposed to tell her? How could she bring herself to tell the young werewolf that it never got any better? She couldn't find it in herself to tell her that decades, centuries later, the memories woud continue to sneak up on her in the dead of night, when everything was silent and calm. It was always a gruesome reminder hanging in the back of one's mind, such memories as the ones Terra had recently been exposed to, as well as the ones Ailish herself could never forget from all those years ago. And still, they haunted her. Still, she had to live with the guilt of knowing that, because of her inexperience and cockiness, her clan, her little family of fledgings, had been completely wiped out because she had turned her back on them. Somewhere in her subconcious, she knew that JD was still there, listening, exposed to her thoughts in and out of her mind, but it didn't reach her forethoughts. Instead, she pushed her memories back, not letting the raging waters break over just yet, and focused herself on Terra.

"It wouldn't be much better," she said suddenly, her words awkward. She knew they sounded horrible, and she desperately wished she could change them into something not quite so blunt, or at the very least take them back, but it was too late now. She had started talking, and now she needed to explain.

"If you had known then, it wouldn't have been much better," she repeated, shaking her head slightly. "It might have been worse. You were young, unprotected... Memories like those may have scarred you completely for life, Terra, you may have never become the you that you are today. If you had known then, you would still think about it now." She stopped, trying to collect her thoughts for a moment before continuing. "You can never quite forget this, or run away from it, it stays with you... But now that you do know, you can't just hide. You need to try to analyze it, and find anything that can help or hurt you, that way you know what's coming. And, if anyone comes after you like Andy thinks they will, you can let your anger out on them and kick them as hard in the ass as you can," she said with a slight smile tugging at her lips. She didn't mention that the ass-kicking might take years to happen; hell, she was still waiting to exact revenge on a man who had ruined her life over a century ago.

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Curled into the other girl Terra whimpered squeezing her eyes closed as the screams echoed through her mind yet again, casing her smaller frame to tremble even more. Sobbing the wolf just wanted it to stop. She asked if it would have been so bad if Andy hadn't kept the memorise from her, hearing Ailish's words she sniffed and looked over at her " Huh?" Whipping her eyes she looked up at her sniffing and still trying to get a hold of herself, and failing at it, red hair was a messy around her face as the tears left streaks down her face, she would have been a real mess if she had up any make-up on.

Blinking she looked at Ailish and swallowed hard to keep a sob down. "H-how?" She asked softly her voice hoarse and just not sounding like it belonged to her. Listening to Ailish explain Terra sniffled and whipped her eyes again, " i-I lived through it before, why would it be any different?" She asked softly, she wasn't trying to be rude or snappy she just wanted answers. Letting out a shaky breath listening to her go on how it would have been bad for the girl. Maybe she had a point. Sniffling again she whipped her eyes and sighed sagging more into the vampire listening to her, slowly the screams and sounds from her past died down giving the girl a break. "Thanks Ailish" She gave her a weak faint smile and let out a shaky breath. A wave of exhaustion washed over the girl, from all the sobbing she did and the memorizes that came back left the girl exhausted, sagging more into Ailiosh she closed her eyes again finely all the screams and memorizes went away, oh they were still there just like Ailish said they would be in the back of her mind but she couldn't hear the screams or see it all anymore.

Slowly JD walked closer and sighed rubbing the back of his neck seeing Terra sagged into Ailish almost asleep. "Thanks Ailish" He said softly before scooping the werewolf into his arms, Terra stirred a little looking at JD " Im sill mad at you" She mumbled laying her head against his shoulder and with a sigh she was out like a light. " I know Little Red" He said softly and kissed her forehead before looking at Ailish " Back to the hotel?"

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