Dead Inside..Needing Someone to bring Her to Life (Mature Post)

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Tara~
i wander around the woods one this cold fall day in my gray hoodie and ipod in my ears, i wasn't sure what my auburn hair looked like but i could careless. sighing softly i stop to lean against a tree, looking at the ground my sea-green eyes were lifeless and full of pain. what as i going to do now? my husband die four months ago in a car wreak, Adam was gone..he was really gone i was only 23 and he was gone!, the pain and hurt was still fresh from losing him, i doubt i would ever heal from it. i rub my left should thinking of the wreak, i just barely made it out alive, i had the scares to remind me that i made it out alive when Adam died. i sniffled as the tears fill my eyes, a couple tears slide down my face then i scowled at myself, *knock it off Tara!* i snapped at myself in my head, it only made it worse thinking about it. i stand back up and keep walking listening to 'Lips of a angle' it was one of my favorite songs, i wipe my eyes with my sleeve again as i feel that familiar pain rush to me. i tried my hardest not to break down in the middle of the woods but i couldn't, i just couldn't, i wasn't that strong. i fall to my knees and start crying into my hands as the song keeps going in my ears.


(if your gonna post here, give me something to work with..Thanks!)

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Cocian
Just as he always was, Cocian was happy and bounding ahead of his sister who just simply sighed as she watched him. Though when he stopped, his ears picking up what sounded like someone crying he listened for a moment before taking off, his curiosity making him head towards the noise that he was hearing.
'Why is it that? I haven't exactly heard that noise before. I wonder what or who it is coming from....'
Cocian continue bouding silently ahead, his fluffy fur being blown back slightly from the winds gentle breeze.
When he got to a certain point he back somewhat cautious, seeming the woman on her knees, the sound was coming from her! It sounded so sad and hurt, that Cocian slowly inched towards her before gently nuding her arms with his muzzle, his soft brown eyes glancing up to see if she would respond to him... His ears were held back and his tail was slightly tucked inbetween his hindlegs, unsure of if the female would become afraid of him. Or if she would try to hurt him. He took the risk and calmly, but shyly waiting...
Angel
Angel immediately took off after her brother, easily keeping up with him as she waited to see where he was leading them. Spotting the human female, she froze. Sticking to the trees with a cautious body language. He tail hung down, as did her head as she waited to see what the female was going to do. She could only hope that her younger brother was going to be alright, because as much as she wanted to go to him and make sure that he would be alright. It was her extreme caution around humans that forced her to stay where she was. Until the female proved that she wasn't going to hurt her or Cocian, then she would quietly walk over there. Not before that though, no matter how much she wanted to protect her brother from any danger... she feared humans the most becuase of what she had seen them do to some wolves. Although she wasn't certain that all humans were like that she was forever cautious around them, unless one proved otherwise.

[LoveOnHerArms]

Tara~
crying into my hands, my shoulders shake from the sobs that escaped my body. i was crying so hard that i didn't hear the wolf walk up to me, then my head shot up when he nudged me with his muzzle, my eyes widen with fear as i fall back on my butt looking at the wolf, "wh-wh-what?..." i trail off looking him in the eyes, they were so gently and calm, wiping my blood shot eyes with my sleeve i looked at him and tried to smile "what are you doing here boy?" i asked softly and i slowly reach out to pet his head, my hands were almost frozen and his coat looked so warm and soft

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~Cocian~
Seeing that the female seemed a bit afraid, I moved my head so that her hand was touching it. My ears and tail were no longer showing that I was slightly afraid. In fact, the woman seemed to be a bit interested, from my point of view that is. I nudged her once more, communicating that I was not going to harm her in anyway. My eyes showed my curiosity. Though, I could hear my sister step on a twig behind me from the small snap sounding through the woods. I glanced back at her, trying to show her that this lady seemed more upset and simply needed someone or thing to cheer her up. Me being the way I was... well I hadn't expierenced what my sister had, so I wasn't afraid of humans like she was. Glancing back at the lady, I huzzled her arm just a bit, my soft fur brushing lightly against it.

~Angel~
Watching my brother do what he was, let's just leave it at a nerve wracking thing to watch. Watching his innocent eyes glance back at me, I knew instantly what he was thinking.
'Come one sis, she won't harm us... you'll be fine. Come on out of your shell you skunk'
Yup. That was more thank likely running through his mind as he waited for her to join him near the human. With a sigh, Angel slowly stepped out of the cover of the woods. Her body language cautious. Her eyes showing no threat or anything to the woman, Angel wouldn't harm a fly unless her or Cocian were threatened. Yet, this looked like hardly the case for that. So she dealt with her brother's request and walked quietly towards the woman. Still not sure how she would react...

[LoveOnHerArms]

Tara~
i gently rub my hand into his fur and smiled faintly as i look at him, sniffled i ruffle his fur then despite me just crying my eyes out i let out a soft giggle when he nudged me again "your a cutey" i said softly. i should have been running for my life from him but he had such gentle eyes, eye that told me he wouldn't hurt a fly unless he had too. i smiled faintly then looked up and saw another wolf walk out. holding my breath i looked at her then looked back at the male when he nuzzled my arm, "who's this?" i asked him nodding my head to the other one. "its ok girl, i wont hurt you" i said softly the wipe my nose with my sleeve looking at them, this is so weird! i thought staying still on my butt looking at them.

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~Cocian~
Looking in the direction that the lady was pointing in, my ears perked up a bit and why tail wagged some. I gave a happy sound in the back of my throat, knowing it would cause my sister to relax more and feel safer. I always had thought of myself as the link between kind humans and my sister... I truly did hope to help her overcome that fear of hers one day. Maybe, just maybe, this woman would be the time for that to happen? Who knew... She might just be the one to help my sister, even if it was only a little bit.

~Angel~
Hearing both the woman and my brother's voices... I slowly stepped closer, my head was low and so was my tail. I was now close enough to the lady that she could touch me. I didn't move away, nor did I make any move that would frighten her, if my brother wanted to get up and leave, i would follow him. Yet, when he hopped into the woman's lap I took another step closer, curious now, to see what the woman would do...
She certainly did seem to brighten up with whatever it was that my brother was doing...

[LoveOnHerArms]

Tara~
I look at the male then at the girl and smiled small "come here sweetie" i said softly and when she did, i slowly reach out and pet her head "see? that wasn't so bad" i sniffled again then grunted when the male jumped into my lap. i let out a laugh and looked down at him "you two are the weirdest wolves I've even seen!, you should be trying to kill me...and i should be running away" i say to myself as i pet his head "k well i think i gotta call you guys something" i trail off tapping my chin "how about Cocain and Angel?" i asked them then wipe my nose and eyes with my sleeve again

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~Cocian~
As I looked up at her, I seemed to smile,nudging her carefully.

~Angel~
I dipped my head once, before looking up at the female. Shockingly she had given us names that were already ours... how had she known our names? Or was it true coincidence that this happened...

OOC: Sorry fo the wait, school killed me along with track. Sorry about the wait.

[LoveOnHerArms]

Tara~
I looked down at Cocian and laughed softly at his face, it looked like he was smiling! I pet his head and smiled small, then looked over at Angel and gently pet her head with my cold fingers. "ok well Im freezing so I live not to far from here in a reach style house, so you guys can come with or do what ever you guys where doing before" I said then laughed at myself I was talking to wolves about coming home with me! well at lest it wouldn't be so lonely.taking a deep breath I looked down at the wolf in my lap then at Angle

(its all good hun!)

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~Cocian~
Looking up at the female I easily jumped off of her lap and waited for her to leave... He was naturally curious as to see where she lived.

~Angel~
Watching the women, enjoying te attention, i backed up to allow her room to stand. Judging by my brother's expression, i had a feeling he wanted to see where she lived... letting ot a silent huff, i sat down realy quick, watching and waiting to see what would happen..

[LoveOnHerArms]

Tara~
I smiled softly and stand up dusting off my butt, then looked at then "ready then?" i asked with a small smiled then turn around on my heels and start walking against the cold breeze, turning around i pat my thigh "come on then" I said and laughed lightly when Cocian bounded after me then Angel. walking I wipe my nose with my sleeve as we walk down a wore dirt path. a ranch style house came into view and i smiled softly with sad and wary eyes, this was Adam's and mine dream house and now I was stuck alone in it...well not now cause I had two wolves with me, I giggled at the thought then walk down the gravel driveway

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