Re: Monster In Me (jlthompsonvamp, Adult)

[Guest]

"I'm going to have fun." I said smiling as I put my hand on his knee as I kept my other hand on my stomach,"Are you going to go with me to the doctor tomorrow?" I asked looking at him

[jlthompsonvamp]

Ash Redfern

"Of course I will." I replied, putting my hand on the hand she had on my knee.

[Guest]

"I hope everything is alright." I said nodding as I rubbed my stomach. "Ash do you think the baby will be healthy and getting enough blood?" I asked looking at him

[jlthompsonvamp]

Ash Redfern

"I hope so. But I don't see a reason why it wouldn't be. " I replied.

[Guest]

I looked at my fingers,"I hope I'm feeding enough for him or her." I said fiddling with my fingers as I was so insecure about possibly something going wrong with our baby. "Will you be okay in case our baby has special needs?" I asked hoping he wouldn't leave me and the baby if he or she has special needs

[jlthompsonvamp]

Ash Redfern

"I'm okay with it." I replied, looking at her.

[Guest]

"Are you saying that because you want to stop talking about it or that you just don't want to really be bothered with it?" i asked. When we got home I got out and headed for the house, I went up stairs and headed for bed. I laid down and fell asleep

[jlthompsonvamp]

Ash Redfern

"No. I really do want to discuss it." I replied, following her to our bedroom.

[Guest]

I slept for the remainder of the night and into the afternoon. I got up and went hunting. I found a homeless guy and drank him dry, even though I didn't like it but I had to respect Ash's territory

[jlthompsonvamp]

Ash Redfern

I waited for her to get back, fixing myself a cup of blood. I would probably go hunting later, after I knew she was at home and safe.

[Guest]

(He should think she slept with another guy and like hits her, spice it up)

I walked in the house and wiped my hand across my face to rid myself of the blood. I knew I smelt like another guy but hopefully he wouldn't notice, even though it was my cousin that he could smell but he didn't know that and I didn't have to tell him

[jlthompsonvamp]

(Okay.)

Ash Redfern

I smiled at her and walked over to her and took her into my arms. Then I noticed she smelled like another guy and I pulled back, frowning. "Who have you been with?" I asked her.

[Guest]

I looked at him,"That's none of your business." I said walking up the stairs and taking off my clothes as I walked. I was going to take a shower, get something to eat, and then head to bed since I was so tired.

[jlthompsonvamp]

Ash Redfern

I grabbed her arm to keep her from leaving. "It is too my business. You smell like you've been with a guy." I told her, my voice bordering on stern.

[Guest]

"Let go of me, I'm not going to talk to you when your overreacting." I said pulling my arm out of his hand and was angry so I stomped my way up stairs.

[jlthompsonvamp]

Ash Redfern

I glared after her and stomped into the living room and plopped down onto the couch. I was angry now, suspicious she had been sleeping with another guy.

[Guest]

I came back down. "Your overreacting, just because I was around another man doesn't mean I was cheating and with you thinking that I did really hurts me Ash more than you could possibly imagine. So when your ready to act like a real man call me until then don't even come looking for me." I said leaving the house with my things and moved in with my sister and her family. I sat in my room rubbing my stomach, it was my cousin for christ sakes! It wasn't like I cheated on him, a tear went down my face,"Your daddy thinks I cheated." I said balling now. I didn't think I could be with a man that thought I'd cheat. Maybe it was best that we didn't get back together ever again.

[jlthompsonvamp]

Ash Redfern

I watched her leave, feeling my heart rip in two. I screamed in agony and tore out of my house. For the first time ever, I broke the rule I had kept ever since I could remember; I drained a human. Make that five humans. I was engorged with blood by the time I finally calmed down. I looked down at myself and saw my shirt was coated with blood and I knew my mouth would be too. I sank to the ground amid the carnage I had created, knowing once the humans found these bodies there would be a man hunt until they found the killer, which was me. I knew I would have to move but I didn't want to leave my mate. I didn't realize the alley I was crouched in was the alley directly behind the house my mate was staying at.

[Guest]

I heard something. I went onto the balcony and looked down, I saw my mate. "What are you doing here? You coming to check on me to make sure I'm not with another man?" I asked still quite hurt and angry as I kept my hands on my stomach. So disappointed in my mate for making me feel like a whore and garbage

[jlthompsonvamp]

Ash Redfern

I looked up and saw her. I quickly stood and stepped into the light. I knew she would be able to see the blood coating my shirt and mouth but I didn't care. I crouched and jumped up and grabbed onto the balcony and pulled myself up, able to because of the huge amount of blood now coursing thru my veins. "My love, please forgive me." I said, looking at her while I sat on the handrail of the balcony.

[Guest]

I looked at my larger stomach,"I don't know Ash, you made me feel like I was some kind of cheap whore and garbage." I said looking at him as tears went down my cheeks and dripped off my jaw,"If you really want to know who I was with, it was my cousin, yeah it was a guy. I wanted to see how he was doing but I guess in the long run you couldn't trust me enough to know I wouldn't cheat on you, do you think I'd be pregnant with your child if I just wanted to cheat on you in the long run? No, I did it because I fell in love with you." I wiped at the tears from my eyes and sniffled. "I fell in love with you because in the long run you didn't want to force me to be with you, you were so sweet, you acted like I was your whole world. And when I became pregnant I was so happy because I was having my mate child that I've always wanted. The point is Ash that I don't know if I can forgive you for treating me like I was dirt." I said staying where I was and holding up my hand so he didn't come to me and touch me

[jlthompsonvamp]

Ash Redfern

"I know. I'm really sorry that I accused you of cheating on me. I shouldn't have, I should have known you would be loyal to me. You're right, I overreacted. But you know who my family is, were all overreactors. I wish I could take it back, I wish I hadn't accused you of it. I do love you and care about you and I hate myself for upsetting you. You are my whole world and I really don't know what'd I do without you." I replied, shifting into a more comfortable position on the handrail.

[Guest]

I wanted to go to him but right now I didn't know if Ash was what I wanted. "If you loved me at all you wouldn't have accused me, I'm loyal to the end. Ash one of the things I require in a relationship is trust. You clearly don't trust me at all around men." I said. My hand itched to slap him and it was like my hand had a mind of its own and I did slap him, very hard, if he would have been human he'd be dead with the force of it. "Your the biggest jerk I have ever known." I licked my lips,"I don't know if I can be with a man that could accuse me of sleeping with another man even if I did smell like one. Because I hope you realize I could go any where and still smell like a man has been all over me." I said looking at him

[jlthompsonvamp]

Ash Redfern

My head jerked to the side when she slapped me and I turned my head back around slowly to look at her. "I know. I shouldn't have accused you. I do trust you, I just... I want to tell you the reason why I accused you but I don't if I should." I said. I couldn't meet her eyes. I didn't want her to know what I'd been hiding, what had happened in my past. But if she wanted me to tell her I knew I would have to. Then she would probably hate me but I had no choice.

[Guest]

"Then tell me, I want to understand why you accused me of cheating Ash because if you don't I might leave you and take the baby with me." I said as I leaned against the wall as I didn't feel like sitting down and I was willing to hear him out and let him explain himself even if I might not like it

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