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" It's easier to walk away than fight for what you really want " вιятн иαмє ❝ You want the name that is enlisted on my birth certificate? I don't give my name out to random people I don't know..❞ αgє/∂σв ❝ I am nineteen.❞ ωєяє уσυ вσяи αи∂ яαιѕє∂ ιи ѕιℓєит нιℓℓ؟ ❝ Yes, yes I was. Born to the ruler of that hell hole.❞ ωιℓℓ уσυ ѕυяνινє σя ραяιѕн؟ ❝ Only god knows my destiny.❞ ∂σ уσυ ѕєє тнιиgѕ σя αяє тнєу נυѕт ιи уσυя нєα∂؟ ❝ I think I see things, but it may just be all in my head. Which makes me go insane.❞ fαмιℓу ❝ Emily Hale, my mother who is the ruler of Silent Hill. The one who brought them creatures to the town. My father, well let's just say my mother killed him. and sadly I have no siblings.❞ ѕєχυαℓιту ❝ I'm straight not slanted!❞ ¢яυѕн ❝ I don't really have my eye on anyone right now, though I am open for a crush.❞ ρєяѕσиαℓιту ❝Sweetheart❞ Phoenix is the most sweetest girl you will ever meet. She will most likely put her life on the line for someone who is in need of help. She hates seeing people in pain. Bubbly, outgoing and strong is what she is. When Phoenix is around there rarely is a dull moment, because she loves to make people laugh and smile. She may have a very disturbed life, but that doesn't mean she can't be kind and full of life at the same time. If she has to brighten up the wood she will happily embarrass herself just to stark up a giggle of sorts. Brings the fun out of the littlest of things and tries her best to so. ❝Dangerous❞ If you are instigating her to hurt you, that's bad. She doesn't like to hurt people but she will if she has too. When provoked to do this she gets very mad and will under any circumstances end up leaving a scar on the person who underestimated her. Yet, this rarely happens because she tries to keep her inner killer inside of her. She will not let you leave before you are severely hurt and begging for mercy, though you may get out alive with a couple of scratches. If you criticize her or offend her, you have less than 2 seconds to run. Phoenix is not afraid of death nor is she afraid to kill someone who comes off as a target. She may be a sweetheart but come on, Silent Hill can change a person - - especially if you were born and raised there. Gets hot-headed and will likely go on a rampage of sorts if intimidated. She is truly your worst nightmare besides the monsters that hunt them down. ❝Quiet❞ Phoenix is not much of a talker. Usually she keeps to herself, and when she does talk is when she is either spoken to or when something is on her mind and she just has to say it. She won't put herself out there to be seen and won't give any effort to make friends because she knows if she tries to that they will only be a target to the monsters as well. She writes down what shes feeling in her journal, though she is not where near afraid to speak her mind. Yet, she still keeps to herself. Tries not to be a bother and gets angered with loud people who just have to keep on talking. ❝Generous❞ Will give someone money or food if they need it, will help them any way she possibly can. That's how generous and caring she is about people. I guess you could say she's one of those girls who just can't stand seeing people on the streets and homeless or children and even animals. Her kindness brings out the angel inside of her, more than the devil that wants to rage out on the world. But Phoenix will not let that side of her reveal itself. Generous being with a big heart and lots of love to give. ❝Humiliated❞ Only she can embarrass herself. No one can do that and if they do prepare for snide remarks and crack on the head. She won't stand for someone who tries to over power her and talk to her like shes a kid, in her defense that's suicide, if you want a dagger in your heart. Don't go there. Humiliating someone else is not her cup of tee, so if anyone does it to someone else and not themselves then you may have to fish out her shoe up your ass. Phoenix only humiliates herself for the smiles and laughs. ❝Protective❞ There will always to that one person who is protective, which is Phoenix. She won't let someone who she comes to love get hurt. With that being sad, expect a friend for life and trust worthy enough to tell you deepest secrets too. She will take them to her grave before she dares tell anyone, that's how she is and she will forever stay this way. Being the protective girl that she is, it's likely that she will take a bullet for the person she cares deeply about. Rather than them getting hurt, she'd rather be the one in pain. This is why she's a protector not a fighter. ❝Smart❞ Phoenix can see right through bullshit so don't even try to lie to her because she can tell when you are. Very intelligent girl, who thinks things through first before reacting like a stubborn girl. She can't handle people who act stupid when there not, and if she has to she will put them in there place by revamping their words if they said something wrong that should be right. She wouldn't say shes a smarty pants, but if it was to come down to, then I guess she is. ❝Insane❞ It's hard to say really, but Phoenix is insane. Not sane, insane. I mean come on, try living in a hell all your life. Wouldn't you be. This makes her crazy in a lot ways, she will start seeing things out of no where. If she walking down the street, the place will suddenly turn to Silent Hill and the people won't be people anymore and she will start to break down right there. In reality when she does this, people realize she is crazy and will call the police if they see this. yet, Phoenix tries to control it and the nightmares she has are beyond terrifying. This is why she is the insane one. нιѕтσяу {σρтισиαℓ} ❝ I've lived in the darkness all my life. If I tell you, you promise not to get scarred?❞ W.I.P ρяє¢ισυѕ ιтємѕ ❝ My Journal and a bracelet my father gave me, I keep that on at all times.❞ Journal: Bracelet: вσ∂у мσ∂ιfι¢αтισиѕ ❝ When your born from a mother who is the ruler, you get imprinted with a marking that symbolizes that you are part of 'The Scourge'. Let's just say I can never get rid of it, it's embedded into my skin.❞ Spoiler: σтнєя Buh bye my loves! <33 яρ ѕαмρℓє Dead silence, eye lids flickering, flushing consciousness away the brunette girl came to her senses. Parted lips, she scanned around her, noticing she was sprawled out, naked in a bathtub with the shower curtain over top of her. Gaping once, she was confused at what was going on though her actions reacted as though she did. Stroking the back of her neck that ached terribly, resuming on with her thoughts of confusion she arose a bit to gaze about the room. Mouth half open in startled rasps, covering her breasts with her arms she tried to stand. Though it seemed as if she couldn't stand, not being able to move her legs. But that didn't stop her, she crawled some to the edge of the sink, reaching up to brace herself. She slowly but surely took balance on her feet, a little wobbly but wasn't bad enough to where she couldn't resume on to the next room. Before turning to leave, she caught sight of a mirror. Wondering how she looked, a natural instinct was to wash away the mist that clung tight to fog up the glass. The watery surface made her hand become moist, making her cringe yet Phoenix couldn't take her eyes off her face. She looked like that of an angel, and she didn't know why or how. Touching the glass mirror with one index finger, she breathed in softly, scanning down her shoulder blade. Seeing a purple scar on her arm, she traced her finger over it. Feeling the lump, though winced just a inch at the slight pain that came to her as she pressed down on the mark. Letting it go, she finally rotated to disappear into the doorway of the bedroom. Coming across an apron she approached it, taking it off a hanger and wrapping it around her curvy body. Glancing up, Phoenix gathered in the surrounding area. Caramel, chestnut eyes glistened brightly at the sight of a red velvet dress laying on a bed. Slipping it on quickly, the girl didn't waste time to escape from the hushed room into a hallway. Eye bleeding light about blinding her with its striking rays of sunshine, putting her hand up instantly to avoid melting her orbs out of their sockets she motioned her way down the hall.  Coming across something familiar that seemed to be a picture of her and a women, possibly her mother for the two looked exactly alike in oh-so-many ways. Eyes becoming wide, the girl holds it up a little, reflection casting from behind her. A flash of white glinted in the glass, making Phoenix snap her head around to face the other way. Placing the picture back down on the table in front of her, she quietly and cautiously wandered toward a statue where she had saw the figure. Opening a door that led into a single room aligned with prisms of glass mirrors. Not hesitating she walked up to one, placing a hand on it, and not a second later, flash backs played in her mind. Understanding now what had happened, though some questions still needed to be answered. All of a sudden the lights dimmed, and a cyan blue ray formed at the root of the door on the other side of Phoenix, whirling around she noticed it racing towards her. Gasping, the girl took one leap upward, grasping handlebars above to pull herself up from being sliced open from the ray. As it passed she dropped back down, a path of red was clipped from the dress and this made her eye brows narrow.  Another ray came, this time in diamonds shapes, making it harder for her to dare duck or leap. Though Phoenix wasn't stupid, and she jumped up again. Just inches from her leg being trimmed off, though the very bottom of her boot had been shredded just as she climbed into the safe haven of an air conductor. Trailing through the tube, she found a room below her and tore a air vent out of place to drop down in and slowly rise to stand before bolting off into a direction. Signs were listed on the walls, one saying "Exit to Main Street" and Phoenix knew that there was a way out. Pressing herself to the corner of a wall, she motioned her face just a tad to look down the hall. To her conclusion this was some kind of hospital. Turning the corner, she grabbed a bed and rolled it down the hall, pushing against it. Getting faster, she bit her lip 'bout ready to leap on top of the bed until metal clashed with metal. Snapping the bed into, her hands covering her mouth from screaming she stared at the gap in the floor. Sighing heavily, Phoenix stepped off the wall and not but a few milla meters from a red and white target that was embedded in the tile. The girl takes some steps back as it starts to move around, gasping lightly she whirled around and raced down the hall. Hearing boots colliding on the floor from behind her made her heart begin to pound against her chest. Just as she reached a dead end, throwing her hands up in the air over her face. Waiting for the impact of someone to clash with her. Tough it never came. Lowering her hands back down to her sides and glancing around. The once white hospital was torn to pieces with blood oozing down the walls and pipes sticking out of the ceiling. Eyes growing wide in terror she shook her head. " No! No!" She screamed, seeing something coming toward her. Slowly and limply, one massive machete casing along the floor and it's pyramid head tilted and rattled. " Pyramid head!" Gasping Phoenix shot up like a bullet and escaped down a hall. The flickering lights and bursts of electricity made her jump as she ran. Not stop, the brunette went to turn another corner but bumped into someone. Making her screech aloud, her fists clenching and starting to pound on the guys chest. When she opened her eyes, leaping back to see that it was just a simple doctor. " Is everything alright Ms.Hale?" Snaking her head around to look back at the burning halls. Yet, it was gone. Just like that. Back to reality with the plain white walls. At first she started to studder and point her finger. " B-b-but. But." The doctor took hold of Phoenix's stiff shoulders and led her back to her room.