Blegh

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To cut this rather lengthy post short, the reason why I haven't been on is between no ideas for a post or rping doesn't have the same appeal to me. You might see me on but I probably won't post. If I do, I'll try to reply to all of my topics. The amount I need to write isn't the issue, it's how much thought I put into each post. I usually have something I'm going to introduce or have my character do in the future.

[Emoticon]

For all my posters, I'm sorry, but I'll be taking a break. Might see me just read our topics and then log off. It might be a few weeks, I might just never get the drive to rp again(Hope that doesn't happen.). I am bad with setting personal deadlines, so nothing really is set in stone. But for now consider that I'm leaving the site :/

I'll hopefully be back soon ^^

[themagus]

Come visit us Em!
I know I have the same problem, but... Anyways, I'll miss ya!

[horsegodess]

we'll miss you emoticon! take your time but I hope you come back!

[P r o m i s e r]

Goodbye Emoticon! Please visit!

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I replied a bit on some topics, though not all. Looks like I might be getting my drive back to rp ^_^

[horsegodess]

that's good! glad to hear you're getting back in the jist!

[Emoticon]

I'm afraid to come on HI now, but I might have a little more time(More or less when summer comes). I don't want to seem like I'm going to post so I just don't go on ^-^;;;;. For anything that I did post on, that was just to see if I could do it and not drool on the keyboard and write pointless garbage. If you wanna talk to me or anything just pm or chat with me on the CB if I'm on. I do have this thing where I feel like I'm being watched and judged(Trust me, anonymity on the internet only goes so far for me.) by people. Unless I explain my actions I feel like I'm being watched and people go like "omg wuts dis gurl doin she not replyinn!!!111!!!!1". Even now it only helps because when I see people I post with online, I sometimes just don't come on HI. Being invisible still can't hide me from the fact that you still see your online tab on the side and I am extremely paranoid and think that they can see me and are mad at me.

This turned extremely long :L

I also had acute bronchitis(Might as well change had to have -_-) and missed a week of school. Allergies don't stop me from being online, but they do make me cough a lot. I also started watching True Blood, though this really changes nothing at all.


and for a added note, I'm not paranoid in life(unless it comes to "what if people can look at me from x") but Social media drives me nuts. You guys wouldn't know how many times I've not gotten on HI that day because I wasn't going to reply to topics. Even if was about to click it, I get crazy on closed my whole browser, then breathed. I once accidentally opened HI, yesterday or two days ago, and I flipped my lid. I even log out of my Youtube account that's connected to my gmail, which I confuse the passwords with. But I still take the risk and log out because I don't want people looking at my video history!(Dat pomfpomfpomf song is a prime example)

Might also kick this font because it's buggin me, or I'll just make it prettier and more of a hassle =w=;

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