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Lol River

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But can we move on before Kristy dies

[Guest]

Okay, I was just voicing my opinion. Sorry if I was 'gossiping' in any way, but that's how it goes. And The Missing, I understand, and I never said anyone had to be perfect. I WAS JUST SAYING that she was bugging me. I never said I hated her, and I don't know how she would get that. But if rumors are REALLY gonna start around here, it's not worth it. This site isn't worth it if a WHOLE bunch of crap is going on. For instance, if someone already says what they say, but then automatically change their mind when another person says their opinion. It seems you can't say anything. Let's not a make a big deal out of this, okay? I was just saying that The lost was acting like she hated me even though I said nothing that would cause that to happen. I guess it would've been better to keep it locked up inside, yes? -Sigh-... I wish people would just stop... stop getting the wrong message. But life isn't fair, and you can't get what you wish for. Life sucks. That's the bottom line. Life sucks enough to not speak freely... And I also wish people would just forget the past and live in the present... Guess we can wish, but we can't get. Missing, you think I don't know she has a heart? Well I know she does, but at that moment, I was furious. Sorry if I'm a bitch, and I really don't care. I've heard enough of it already to just get it over with and end this horrible nonsense. Ha, wouldn't that be nice? Well, when you think about it, what is the point to life if people are just gonna critisize you and get you down. Hm? There IS NO POINT. I just wanna... Nevermind. I'm not gonna say it. But you know what I'm thinking... It would SURE make a lot of people happy. Remember when I told you this one girl told me she would like to watch me kill myself and it would be funny depending on which way I did it? Well, that's one more person to the list. I'm sorry if I'm sensitive, but I take everything to heart... Ha, I need to just get it over with... And I don't care if you think that I'm just over-reacting, 'cause I'm not. If you lived the life I'm trapped in, you would understand. I've been pushed down emotionally and physically so many times I'M DONE.

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I know how you feel Rawr.. No one should live like that. This is bullshit everyone who gets on here, if your gonna get on here dont bring your drama on this site, cuz it makes otehrs get the wrong idea. If you not gonna say anthign nice then dont say it AT ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GOD DAMN! You guys are dramatic!!!!!!!!! Like seriously!!!!!!! Like is some bs! No one should get on this site to be affraid that there gonna get pushed around when someone on the other side of the screen is posting there drama that goes on int their life on here, adn brings it out of everyone. Enough is enough already!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LIfe is to short tp be arguing! Rawr im telling you know and only once that if you doing anyhting to yourself, imma come through the computer screen and smack you up side the head. Got it?! haha! Okay? Im not tryin to be mean but relly were getting into all this over nothing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Now can we just get back to rpg! PLZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[Guest]

Okay, ^ Guardian Angels ^ YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND. YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND WHAT I LIVE LIKE, YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND WHAT I GO THROUGH. Have you ever been beaten up? I have. Have you ever been singled out? Yeah, I have. I've been through MANY things... And why are you doing this? You are hating on me when... Nevermind. Just forget it. Just screw this bull crap, I'm done. Hell, wouldn't that be a pleasure if I was gone? That's fucking it. I'm done. You guys just don't understand what has happened to me and what I go through. I regret everything, and I have a heart, and I don't blame you for thinking otherwise. Holy shit. I'm done. I can't do it. I CAN'T JUST BE FRICKING HAPPY ALL THE TIME. Look, I'm not one of those little popular girls always running around and being everyone's friend. No, I'm different from that. I'm an outcast... So, for the sake of everyone I know, it would just be best if I leave.

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No! Rawr! Dont you dare leave! No i don't know what it's like! But i do have a friend that lives like you do. She gets beat to death! I watch it sometimes, hoping adn praying that someday she would just leave!!!!!!!!! Rawr dont leave! Dont let anyone bring you down! Plz! Dont leave!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[Guest]

^ Guardian Angel ^, where is God when I need him? Where's my saviour? Ah, screw it. Why? How can I not let anyone bring me down? I have a sensitive soul... And when someone stabs me in the back, it leaves a deep scar. And there's just so many scars... It's just unbearable... I'm sorry...

[Guest]

^ Rawr ^, for once in my life I am going to speak my mind. And to tell you in advance, I'm going to be pretty damn blunt with you. But not in a mean way. I to am very sensitive. Up into the 9th grade I was in an extremely privaye school where only 20 kids went. In my class alone there were only 6 of us. We stayed in one classroom all day. The next year I am transfered to a HIGH SCHOOL. Where there were over 200 hundred students AND I moved from class to class. I am a very shy person and HATE, ABSOLUTELY H.A.T.E!, being around a lot of people. Thus I had to go to jail for 30 days just because I missed so many days of school. I was bullied, got into fights, fell behind (which I never had that problem before) and at home I got yelled at. So my question is. HOW THE FUCK COULD YOU EVEN DARE SAY THAT?! Everyone has their issues. I have had my share, but it is nothing compared to kids in third world countries. I know hun that these times are tough, but you havve to believe that you were born for a reason. My next words might sound extremely harsh, but I'm just trying to give you a glimpse the life of a teenager that entered the world to soon. Like most kids I thought I could take it. I thought, the hell with what everyone says about it being hard! Well moving out on my own at the age of 17 isn't the brightest example of wisdom. some people might make it, but sadly more then not most of us won't. The world is crueler then even imaginable. And like what was said before, life is not fair. "Life is a bitch. Because if it was easy it would be a slut." Lol again, I did not mean this to be mean! I wouldn't ever be mean to any of you! I care for you all very much! And it would hurt me down to the very bone if any of you leave! ^ Rawr^ you are one of the best RP's on here! I would very much hate for you to leave! We both share the same type of soul in a way.

P.S. you guys should go to youtube and type in the search bar (Casey Haynes) watch that video! It is so inspiring! Not to mention motivating!

Remember! I love you all!
Tameless Silence A.K.A. Twi_Chic

[Guest]

I am sorry if I was out of order, I wold hate to see any of you leave. I have been bullied to, I was bullied by people I thought were my friends, they threw my stuf voer fences, spread vicous rumors and made my other friends turn on me. I ended up have only 2 freinds that I could trust...It got to the point when she was insulting my family and I snapped, slapping someone... In the end I was kicked in the stomach several times and the back. After this, it still did not stop she threatened to kill me dog, who I love very dearly.

I had no confidence and still don't, I took myself away from people and hung around on my own, My mum had to get the police involved and only then did she stop. She was told not to go near me and if she did she wold be arrested. You see this has affected me terribly with barely the confidence to go out with my freinds and when I am nearly 18, people think I am un social, I get noervous with every new person i meet, so much that I can't talk properly, my words just get twisted and mixed up. I hope that you don't leave, I really do. but in the end it is you decision and no one can change it.

I am truly sorry for any harm that my little out burst may have cause, be it directly from what I said, or a result of what I said.
~Too Late For Mercy~

[BayMickey]

People! People! Let's be mature about this! Please! Sometimes people are childish, thats what makes us human. This was stated previously. But, you do not have to confront people rudely about it! That is not the way to handle things! I hate to see people fighting because someone has done this! I'm not saying any of you are mean, but let's just be reasonable. Forgive and forget, please. That probably would end this.

^Rawr^, if you quit, I will be devastated. Not only are you my close friend on here, but you are also a wonderful RPer. Please, look at all these apologies. Nobody wants you to quit. Also, I'm so dearly sorry if I have ever said ANYTHING to hurt you or anyone else. Really. So, let's get on with this RP.


~Jackson~
(He didn't hear that Kristy killed herself.)
I resumed watching TV. I turned it to MTV and started watching music videos. I'm only gonna break-break your break-break your heart.

[Guest]

Ah... Sorry guys, you're right... But what do you expect from a girl in the middle of nowhere? Ha, not much, I can tell you that.

Kyla
I sighed and ran my fingers through my hair as I heard the ambulance arrive. I threw a nasty glare at her brother and snorted softly. "Don't do anything stupid." Since I was no longer needed, I left. I know this seems heartless and stuff, but Kristy had been my enemy for my entire life. Nothing would change that. I pulled my cell phone from my pocket and called Jackson, waiting for him to answer.

[BayMickey]

~Jackson~
I answered my phone. "Hello?" I flipped my hair. I got up and got another Coke. I opened it and drank some. I pulled my phone from my face and covered the speaker. "Hey Mom! Can I go to my firiends house?" She nodded and I changed and grabbed some extra clothes. I put the call on my car-phone and started it up. I drove to Usher's house. I walked in agaian to see Michelle still there. "Jackson!" She ran over to me and kissed my cheek. I wiped it off and frowned. "How many time do I have to tell you? I'm done with you." I walke dover to my 'room'. It was a room Usher set aside for me. I put my clothes in a black dresser drawer and plopped down on my bed. I had switched the call back onto my phone and had it on speaker.

[Guest]

Kyla

I smiled lightly but twiddled my fingers with my phone help between my ear and shoulder. I heard the call switch back to mine and I started to speak. "Hey, nice to hear your voice again," I spoke gently and kindly before continuing. "Did you hear about Kristy?

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Kristy~
I slowly beagn to cry when they took me away I started playing with my phone when they took it away from me and put it in a bag I cried somemore then we got to the hospital and they rushed me into a room and stuck a needle in my shoulder and hurried me to some other room and started to stich up my neck but they had put me to sleep so I didn't feel anything

[BayMickey]

~Jackson~
"Yours too, and no...." I turned on the TV. "What happened?"

[Guest]

Kyla
I hesitated to answer, but continued a moment later. "She - she tried to kill herself," I murmured slowly and softly before adding, "She's in the hospital now getting surgery." I nibbled on my lip and waited for his response.

[BayMickey]

~Jackson~
"HOLY-" I bropke myself off since I was yelling. "Huh?" I closed my eyes and took a deep breath. "Seriously?"

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Kristy~
When I awoke I had a tube down my throat and ripped it out untill the docters forced it in so I had to stay still and they took it out later so I yelled to get out untill I found some scissors and tried to cut this thing that was in my arm then the doctors took the scissors away I cried again.

[Guest]

Kyla
I tapped on my thigh as I remembered seeing Kristy with blood ran down her chest. How come of all things, I remember this? "Yeah, I'm not joking," I spoke as I tried to sound as calm as possible.

[BayMickey]

~Jackson~
"Wow, what made her do it?" I shook my head and closed my eyes. "Who made her do it?"

[Guest]

Kyla
I paced around and skidded to a halt once he asked that question. "Everything," I answered blankly and sighed.

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Ke$ha

She paced back and forth. Waiting for the doctors to tell us the problems, or something like that. She turned to see Kyla talking to Jackson. Sheglared at her, then sighed deeply. Sitting down next to her...

[BayMickey]

~Jackson~
"Is she awake? If she is hand her the phone." I took in a deep breath and smiled. I opened my eyes and stood up. I grabbed my guitar and slung the strap around my neck.

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She heard Jackson on the phone. She snorted and said " NO she not awake!" She stood and stalked out of the roomt ehy were in. Murmuring a song under her breath as she slowly walked down the halls of the hospital...

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xq8s4P-8iU0

[BayMickey]

~Jackson~
"Kyla, please put the phone to Kristy's ear..." i sighed and sat back down on the bed, guitar in hand.

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