Re: Take My Heart And Patch It Back Up

[Death Rules]

I smirked

[LoveOnHerArms]

I looked up at him "your not mad at me are you?"

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"Hell no, I'm proud as can be Rachael I'm full blown happy that you're pregnant with our child, I couldn't of thought of anything better. Now I will be able to spoil two people now." I said smiling, I was babbling but I was so so happy that Rachael was pregnant, I was over joyed, I just wanted to scream into the world that I was going to be a daddy for the first time, I could wait to stand beside Rachael in the delivering room and seeing a little red baby coming, I wanted to be able to spoil two people especially the baby not saying I wouldn't spoil Rachael oh I would no doubt, for some reason I just wanted to spoil a lot of people because I was all alone before and now that I found a woman to spend my life with and have a family I wasn't going to just going to loose that over my dead body.

[LoveOnHerArms]

I let out a breath and smiled up at him, my shoulders relaxed as he babbled on, I was so scared that he would be pissed and leave me, but I shoulder have known that Jack would be happy about it. gently putting on hand on his cheek I smiled brightly at him "I love you Jack" now excitement bubbled up in me, I was going to have a baby and start a family with Jack! pictures of a little one crawling into bed with us, toddling after Jack dragging a stuffed animal a smile on his or her face

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"I love you too baby and you too." I said going on my knee's and lifting her shirt so I could kiss her stomach,"I can't wait to see the baby girl or boy." I said up at her as I rubbed her stomach gently

[LoveOnHerArms]

I smiled and giggled looking down at him, I gently put my hand in his hair and smiled watching him, my body relaxed from his touch " I know same here, what do you want?"

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"Doesn't matter to me but maybe a boy, you?" I ask

[LoveOnHerArms]

I looked down at him and shrugged "maybe a boy too" I smiled softly

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"If not a boy a girl so she looks like you." I said smiling

[LoveOnHerArms]

I blushed and smiled "aww thanks babe" I looked up at him

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I let my fingers trial on her cheek,"Well you're the most beautiful girls that actually didn't freak out and demand an abortion." I said my voice cracking

[LoveOnHerArms]

I looked up at him and get a fist full of his shirt in my hand "what do oyu mean Jack?" I asked softly

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"Well before I met you I'd have girls over and have sex and when either she doesn't want me to wear a condom like she wants to feel it natural with me and when she get's pregnant she insults me and demands I pay money to get rid of the baby which hurts my feelings because I then feel like I don't deserve being a father." I said my eyes getting teary a little. I turned away from her so she didn't see me cry a little, I got up and went into the bathroom shutting the door behind me not wanting to see her reaction to what I had said, I'd understand if she changed her mind that she didn't want to have a baby with me I understood I wouldn't blame her I wasn't worth anything to girls just as a sex toy you could say. I put my hands in fists and my jaw clenched and I just lost it and hit the wall causing it to groan and break under my assault

[LoveOnHerArms]

my eyes widen listening to him, my left hand goes over my mouth "oh Jack thats horrible" I whispered then before I could comfort him, he went into the bathroom. one right hand on my stomach my other still over my mouth, who could do that! kill a baby cause they didn't want it that was horrible! I wasn't going to give up this baby even if my lift depended on it. I swallowed hard and walk over to the bathroom door, wincing when I hear him pouch the wall I knocked "Jack? baby please open the door" I said softly getting worried about him "please Jack Im not mad with you, I want to start a family with you...I love you" I added softly pleading with him to open the door

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I pulled my fist out of the wall my knuckles bleeding but I ignored it,"Come in, it's not locked." I said in a small voice. I turned away from where she couldn't see my face where my eyes were red from crying and everything else, I let the blood go down my hand and onto the sink where it drained down the drain.

[LoveOnHerArms]

quickly I slip into the bathroom and gasp softly seeing his knuckles "oh Jack" gently taking him hand I start washing the blood away, and I cleaned and wrapped his hand I gently hake his face in my hands, making him look at me "hey..its ok, Im not going to leave you or let anything happen to this baby" I said softly, my eyes searching his for anything

[Death Rules]

I put her against my chest and hugged her tightly against me, I put my face in her hair and kissed her cheek lightly,"Good because I don't want you too leave me." I said

[LoveOnHerArms]

I hugged him tightly and smiled against his chest "I wont Jack" I mumbled into his chest with a sigh

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"Do you honestly want this baby with me?" I ask as I looked at her face

[LoveOnHerArms]

I looked up at him and nodded "yes Jack I want this baby with baby with you"

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I nodded and kissed her cheek,"K." I say walking around her and heading to the kitchen

[LoveOnHerArms]

I smiled softly watching him go and fallow him out thinking and chewing on my lip

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I got a drink of water and went upstairs to take a shower. I went into the bedroom getting some towels and some clean clothes to wear around the house considering I didn't have work today, I turned on the water and let it run so it was nice and warm for me to step into

[LoveOnHerArms]

I make myself a cheese sandwich then walk into the living room and curl up in Jacks recliner and eat my sandwich slowly watching the tv. I finish and set my plate on the ground then yawned and drift to sleep with the tv on

[Death Rules]

I stepped in and let the warm water go over my long muscular body

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